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Thursday, November 30, 2006
stomach givin mi alot of probs. argh. hate such a time. i miss my gang! haha. debb wrote she din c mi with them today. i miss their craziness. LOL! though not very close to all in the clique, but sometimes durin long holidays i miss all their craps. HAHA! still very satisfied with sch life for the time being. woke up tis mornin with a damn sharp pain in my stomach. i hope nth goes wrong. goin to katib to c doc later. hope no bad news bahx. came online n debb came to chat with mi. seems like we r quits. always ranting to each another. haha. its amazing on how we clique! many ppl asked how come u n debb so gum one? LOL. we oso donno. haha. but sometimes when we r pissed, we jus rant non stop. LOL
anw had a good chat with nana last nite n debb tis afternoon. each talkin abt different issues. last nite donno y i jus missed my sec sch gals so much. the fun, the laughers, the muggings for exams, the struggles to be forced to finish runnin 4.8km for PE lessons, our captain balls games in lower sec, the lunch we had as a big cliwue of gals eating chicken rice in the canteen, the nuggets we always ordered, the bdae celebrations, the BBQ events, the times when we made mr chong cried, the times when we went for nite hauntin at mangrove area in pasir ris, the times when we walked along the super duper dark places without any source of lights, the scary faces mr chong made to scare everyone, our detention times of being forced to copy lines from books, the times when we splashed water to the celling in sci labs, the times when we threw things out of windows n the times when we all stayed back after sch to make the super big teacher's day present for mr chong. all these brings back alot of memories. that explains y we used to say 1D n 2D brings back tonnes of memories. both good n bad..
read wat u tag nana n was kinda disappointed in wat u said. u said it doesnt matter anymore. well, fine if u think thats the case. GG to everyone of us. haha. jus to let u know now nana is tryin her best to make things work. i donno wat r u thinkin but she's waitin for u to get online n to have a nice chat with u. nana told mi she donno how mi n her suddenly settle things but it was a surprise to us bahx. we had a huge conflict which last for more then 2 yrs i guess. n yet we solved things n continued being bestiies. the best thing was we quarrelled face to face n i chased them away with the treat of callin the police n lettin pepper out. LOL. think of it was damn stupid la. haha. wat i said here is not to make the situation worst. i jus wanna let u know that nana is tryin her best. n when we read the tag of say it doesnt matter anymore we abit sian. maybe its time that will heal things bahx. lets c how the endin will be like. haha
as for naga, i sms-ed her last nite after chattin with nana too. haha. cos i read her blog like she very lost. kinda worried though not in contact le. though we were no longer close, i hope things will improve bahx. u have to be strong my dear fren.. i know u can. believe it or not, we r not here to watch show n to c how miserable r u. i hope u don get hooked up onto it yeah? u will grad soon n u ur wish of comin into poly will soon be here. work hard. i c the great diff in u after so mani years. at least now u bothered to study n to mug for ur test. best wishes to u bahx. n yes, as wat u said, u missed 2D the most. not onli u miss, mi n the rest miss too. i missed those happi times we had that i listed in above. i hope u be strong n carry on with life bahx.
sometimes i c serling in sch, we oso tok abt sec sch times. miss those times. best thing is mi n her used to be enimies de. but after 2 sems in sch, i had 2 sems same IS lesson as her. HAHA! on the last day of jap, we were talkin abt sec sch. LOL. brings back so mani memories. but all these will onli be kept as memories bahx. though i miss sec sch times, i don regret breakin frenship with that bitch. i reali hate her. mayb one reason of y mi n bing had a huge conflict was indirectly because of her bahx. after since she n bing became so gum, we faced prob le. i hate her. to hell she goes!! but mayb u r rite, we r still satisfied with our current life bahx. i don regret havin my 2 bestiies n my son n daughter. haha. i hope we all remain as bestiies n 'family' for long bahx.
anw had a good chat with nana last nite n debb tis afternoon. each talkin abt different issues. last nite donno y i jus missed my sec sch gals so much. the fun, the laughers, the muggings for exams, the struggles to be forced to finish runnin 4.8km for PE lessons, our captain balls games in lower sec, the lunch we had as a big cliwue of gals eating chicken rice in the canteen, the nuggets we always ordered, the bdae celebrations, the BBQ events, the times when we made mr chong cried, the times when we went for nite hauntin at mangrove area in pasir ris, the times when we walked along the super duper dark places without any source of lights, the scary faces mr chong made to scare everyone, our detention times of being forced to copy lines from books, the times when we splashed water to the celling in sci labs, the times when we threw things out of windows n the times when we all stayed back after sch to make the super big teacher's day present for mr chong. all these brings back alot of memories. that explains y we used to say 1D n 2D brings back tonnes of memories. both good n bad..
read wat u tag nana n was kinda disappointed in wat u said. u said it doesnt matter anymore. well, fine if u think thats the case. GG to everyone of us. haha. jus to let u know now nana is tryin her best to make things work. i donno wat r u thinkin but she's waitin for u to get online n to have a nice chat with u. nana told mi she donno how mi n her suddenly settle things but it was a surprise to us bahx. we had a huge conflict which last for more then 2 yrs i guess. n yet we solved things n continued being bestiies. the best thing was we quarrelled face to face n i chased them away with the treat of callin the police n lettin pepper out. LOL. think of it was damn stupid la. haha. wat i said here is not to make the situation worst. i jus wanna let u know that nana is tryin her best. n when we read the tag of say it doesnt matter anymore we abit sian. maybe its time that will heal things bahx. lets c how the endin will be like. haha
as for naga, i sms-ed her last nite after chattin with nana too. haha. cos i read her blog like she very lost. kinda worried though not in contact le. though we were no longer close, i hope things will improve bahx. u have to be strong my dear fren.. i know u can. believe it or not, we r not here to watch show n to c how miserable r u. i hope u don get hooked up onto it yeah? u will grad soon n u ur wish of comin into poly will soon be here. work hard. i c the great diff in u after so mani years. at least now u bothered to study n to mug for ur test. best wishes to u bahx. n yes, as wat u said, u missed 2D the most. not onli u miss, mi n the rest miss too. i missed those happi times we had that i listed in above. i hope u be strong n carry on with life bahx.
sometimes i c serling in sch, we oso tok abt sec sch times. miss those times. best thing is mi n her used to be enimies de. but after 2 sems in sch, i had 2 sems same IS lesson as her. HAHA! on the last day of jap, we were talkin abt sec sch. LOL. brings back so mani memories. but all these will onli be kept as memories bahx. though i miss sec sch times, i don regret breakin frenship with that bitch. i reali hate her. mayb one reason of y mi n bing had a huge conflict was indirectly because of her bahx. after since she n bing became so gum, we faced prob le. i hate her. to hell she goes!! but mayb u r rite, we r still satisfied with our current life bahx. i don regret havin my 2 bestiies n my son n daughter. haha. i hope we all remain as bestiies n 'family' for long bahx.
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
i read ur blog too. as wat nana said, we don wan things to end up in such a way. i really agree with wat she said most. we din lose a fren. but we lost a bestiie, a once very true fren. one whom we all dote most and can talk almost everythin under the sun. maybe i was the cause of it bahx. i shouldnt have said such harsh words to u n i should understand u. but at that point of time, u were totally mia. that's y i got so pissed. im glad we sort things out n din turn out to be enemies. that was my greatest relief cos i tot we will end up being enemies. i nv tot tis day would come. i realli din. cos we all tot our frenship was as strong as diamond. sometimes i saw u online n i wanted very much to pm u. but i jus donno wat to say. that's y i din. i still remembered the muggings n tonning of chem n physics at ur place. the BBQs we had, the last min suppers and hang outs. all these will be kept close to my heart. i know things wont be back to wat it used to be. though u lost 2 bestiies but im glad u found another 3 bestiies. life wasnt nice for us when our nightmare happened. i know the feelings of losin bestiies cos i lost afew before. sorrie to hurt u so much. that explains y we think we were all immature last time. mayb all parties had fault bahx.. don be too sad le. cheer up gal. MAYBE one day when time heeled our wound, who knows we become as good as before? haha. at the mean time, i do treasure my current frenz esp bestiies and goodies =)
anw sch was damn slack today. recently kept feelin tired n my stomach feels wierd. i donno y oso. last time used to b onli the top. now is whole stomach. oh god, wat's happenin man?! hope nothin bad happens or nana n jas will kill mi cos i have not done my scope. but i promise i will do durin the holidays ok? HAHA! reached sch for CT lesson which is onli an hour. then had my 3hr break. lame lor. i wanted to pon lesson one but cos of OSH, i din. so went SIM with roy n jess cos we needa do IBS report while the 3 guys went for pool session again. son's stomach not feelin good so din come for CT. met jas at 1 for awhile while i went to buy sweets. haha. then went back to library n continued slackin. who knows in the end OSH lesson last for less then an hour. diao... went home n slack. my kakkies til now still so busy. one had meetin the other went to make passport. sad sad case! LOL. anw good luck daughter in law for ur IAP interview tis fri! jia you oka!!
anw sch was damn slack today. recently kept feelin tired n my stomach feels wierd. i donno y oso. last time used to b onli the top. now is whole stomach. oh god, wat's happenin man?! hope nothin bad happens or nana n jas will kill mi cos i have not done my scope. but i promise i will do durin the holidays ok? HAHA! reached sch for CT lesson which is onli an hour. then had my 3hr break. lame lor. i wanted to pon lesson one but cos of OSH, i din. so went SIM with roy n jess cos we needa do IBS report while the 3 guys went for pool session again. son's stomach not feelin good so din come for CT. met jas at 1 for awhile while i went to buy sweets. haha. then went back to library n continued slackin. who knows in the end OSH lesson last for less then an hour. diao... went home n slack. my kakkies til now still so busy. one had meetin the other went to make passport. sad sad case! LOL. anw good luck daughter in law for ur IAP interview tis fri! jia you oka!!
had my new IS module today. exploring art and design. lame module but fun la. haha.the lec damn lame lor. LOL. today's assigement was to make a piece of jellewery using wires. LOL. i totally got no idea wat to make then tot of makin necklance. the 'springs'. LOL. next time i no job i go make springs and sell! HAHA! had fun la. class ended early and slacked at atrium with bunny, debb n gab for awhile. then met jas n had lunch at ramen shop somewhere near the railway track there. yummy yummy~ good recomendation debB! *thumbs up*
after finished eatin, was deciding where to go cos kinda bored and had no where to go, i remembered gay said he wanna pon today's lesson. sms-ed n asked him n indeed he skipped today's lesson! HAHA! ask if he wanna meet up n he so steady sia. not bad la. recently so steady. at least meet up once a week. *grins* decided to catch a movie called '9.56'. LOL. the movie ok la. not very nice. jus gt a scene where i kana shock. HAHA! i spotted 2 new movies i wanna watch. shall we watch on xmas nite?? midnite movie man! HAHA
after tt wanted to go home then gay don have dinner n we decided to pei him makan dinner. so walked all the way to chong pang nasi lemak but mi n jas din eat cos very full after eating the ramen n the nachos. LOL. crapped there n home sweet home i went. anyway hope u 2 prob wil be solved soon! im always here ok? cheer up my dearest fren.. n sorrie for the harsh words said ytd..
after finished eatin, was deciding where to go cos kinda bored and had no where to go, i remembered gay said he wanna pon today's lesson. sms-ed n asked him n indeed he skipped today's lesson! HAHA! ask if he wanna meet up n he so steady sia. not bad la. recently so steady. at least meet up once a week. *grins* decided to catch a movie called '9.56'. LOL. the movie ok la. not very nice. jus gt a scene where i kana shock. HAHA! i spotted 2 new movies i wanna watch. shall we watch on xmas nite?? midnite movie man! HAHA
after tt wanted to go home then gay don have dinner n we decided to pei him makan dinner. so walked all the way to chong pang nasi lemak but mi n jas din eat cos very full after eating the ramen n the nachos. LOL. crapped there n home sweet home i went. anyway hope u 2 prob wil be solved soon! im always here ok? cheer up my dearest fren.. n sorrie for the harsh words said ytd..
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
my life is fuckin messed up. watever man. damn disappointed in someone. i always does my best n help u yet u in turn show mi attitude. its not the first time but a few time. i kept quiet thinkin u know that i was pissed but i donno if u know. seems like u don. last time u know when u made mi pissed n we sort things out easily through a sms b4 we slp. but now u don. u jus accumulate and go mia throughout the nite. the next day i was waitin for u to say y u were pissed but u din. if u don say things out, i really foresee a huge cold war. cos i donno y were u pissed n the next time if i did the same things, u will be X10 pissed. then jus now i called u with the intention of askin u if u goin for meetin tml if not i bring the empty files for u. then u msn mi with n told mi not to irritate u. everytime i kana from u is always so sudden. i donno y but sometimes i realli donno wat u wan. wheneber u needed a listenin ear, i will always offer to lend u mine. jus like for the past few days, things happened n i was there listen to u rant things. i tried to help. though i know i was of little help, i know i did my best. ytd when i was muggin for my NPMC, u needed my help to crap, i stopped my work n helped u. the notes came out in such a mess is oso not wat i wan. im sure my mom did her best if not not mani trees will be killed. u should get wat i mean.. then suddenly cos of notes u attitude mi. i know mayb u r tired but u jus bomb mi like tis. i can onli tell u my feelin is worst then how u felt today of wat happened in sch. i said my piece. u may be even pissed after readin tis, but sometimes i jus hope u will understand and talk things out. its onli recently that we quarrel over such a small issue. last time u weren't even bothered by such things. my words may be very harsh but im sorrie. i jus don wanna accumulate cos after speakin to debb abt wat history happened, she told mi to always tok things out or infinite wars will b arriving. take care my fren. i still treasure u as my bestiie...
anw GG to my NPMC. don wanna tok abt it. i know i will fail the paper. i know i will. damn. hate it when i did my best to study yet i cant do the paper. fuck lor. watever. anw jus to update i realli saw typical singaporeans aunties at cwp arcard on sun. tml new class. same class as jess, roy n bunny. so coincidental. we din gang up to choose. hope will b fun bahx but i know i will have no Mood for anythin. watever. loggin off. not in the mood. watever man! fucked up life with fucked up conflicts!! hate such fuckin lives!
anw GG to my NPMC. don wanna tok abt it. i know i will fail the paper. i know i will. damn. hate it when i did my best to study yet i cant do the paper. fuck lor. watever. anw jus to update i realli saw typical singaporeans aunties at cwp arcard on sun. tml new class. same class as jess, roy n bunny. so coincidental. we din gang up to choose. hope will b fun bahx but i know i will have no Mood for anythin. watever. loggin off. not in the mood. watever man! fucked up life with fucked up conflicts!! hate such fuckin lives!
my life is fuckin messed up. watever man. damn disappointed in someone. i always does my best n help u yet u in turn show mi attitude. its not the first time but a few time. i kept quiet thinkin u know that i was pissed but i donno if u know. seems like u don. last time u know when u made mi pissed n we sort things out easily through a sms b4 we slp. but now u don. u jus accumulate and go mia throughout the nite. the next day i was waitin for u to say y u were pissed but u din. if u don say things out, i really foresee a huge cold war. cos i donno y were u pissed n the next time if i did the same things, u will be X10 pissed. then jus now i called u with the intention of askin u if u goin for meetin tml if not i bring the empty files for u. then u msn mi with n told mi not to irritate u. everytime i kana from u is always so sudden. i donno y but sometimes i realli donno wat u wan. wheneber u needed a listenin ear, i will always offer to lend u mine. jus like for the past few days, things happened n i was there listen to u rant things. i tried to help. though i know i was of little help, i know i did my best. ytd when i was muggin for my NPMC, u needed my help to crap, i stopped my work n helped u. the notes came out in such a mess is oso not wat i wan. im sure my mom did her best if not not mani trees will be killed. u should get wat i mean.. then suddenly cos of notes u attitude mi. i know mayb u r tired but u jus bomb mi like tis. i can onli tell u my feelin is worst then how u felt today of wat happened in sch. i said my piece. u may be even pissed after readin tis, but sometimes i jus hope u will understand and talk things out. its onli recently that we quarrel over such a small issue. last time u weren't even bothered by such things. my words may be very harsh but im sorrie. i jus don wanna accumulate cos after speakin to debb abt wat history happened, she told mi to always tok things out or infinite wars will b arriving. take care my fren. i still treasure u as my bestiie...
anw GG to my NPMC. don wanna tok abt it. i know i will fail the paper. i know i will. damn. hate it when i did my best to study yet i cant do the paper. fuck lor. watever. anw jus to update i realli saw typical singaporeans aunties at cwp arcard on sun. tml new class. same class as jess, roy n bunny. so coincidental. we din gang up to choose. hope will b fun bahx but i know i will have no Mood for anythin. watever. loggin off. not in the mood. watever man! fucked up life with fucked up conflicts!! hate such fuckin lives!
anw GG to my NPMC. don wanna tok abt it. i know i will fail the paper. i know i will. damn. hate it when i did my best to study yet i cant do the paper. fuck lor. watever. anw jus to update i realli saw typical singaporeans aunties at cwp arcard on sun. tml new class. same class as jess, roy n bunny. so coincidental. we din gang up to choose. hope will b fun bahx but i know i will have no Mood for anythin. watever. loggin off. not in the mood. watever man! fucked up life with fucked up conflicts!! hate such fuckin lives!
Sunday, November 26, 2006
noise noise noise! LOL! tml NPMC exam. sian full. hope we all can pass bahx.. add oil orh. mani of us have no idea wat to study man. lee lee jong go through like machiam aeroplane. so fast. like goin agaist time. haha. anyway to those who wans bunny's model ans for tutorial on Nature of hearing and effects of noise qn 3, here u go:
The differences noise induced deafness (NID) and presbycousis are:
1) NID affects the 4000Hz frequency band first while presbycousis affects the 12000Hz first.
2) With time NID will affect a broader frequency band such 125 to 8000Hz while presbycousis affect all frequency down to 250Hz
3) NID is caused by noise and presbycousis is caused by age
4) NID shows a pronounced dip in hearing loss at 4000Hz while presbycousis shows poorer hearing with increasing frequency
5) NID can be avoided while presbycousis cannot be avoided
yep. 5 points. HAHA! thanks bunny!! back to muggin le bahx. pray hard we all pass! later goin out for dinner n i wanna trade away my chocolate hp!! i need cash! LOL!! anw dee's mom ask mi go beijing with them. sad lahx. my mom don allow. shyt my aunt la. say ask mi pay myself. if not i sure go beijing le lor. don care. dee, lets go new york next yr tgt! after korea we nv go tgt liao. kinda sad. nvm next yr ok!! HAHA! cant wait. when u free come my house n choose the winter clothes bahx. i have more then 5 packets! LOL!. *envious of u* la!!
The differences noise induced deafness (NID) and presbycousis are:
1) NID affects the 4000Hz frequency band first while presbycousis affects the 12000Hz first.
2) With time NID will affect a broader frequency band such 125 to 8000Hz while presbycousis affect all frequency down to 250Hz
3) NID is caused by noise and presbycousis is caused by age
4) NID shows a pronounced dip in hearing loss at 4000Hz while presbycousis shows poorer hearing with increasing frequency
5) NID can be avoided while presbycousis cannot be avoided
yep. 5 points. HAHA! thanks bunny!! back to muggin le bahx. pray hard we all pass! later goin out for dinner n i wanna trade away my chocolate hp!! i need cash! LOL!! anw dee's mom ask mi go beijing with them. sad lahx. my mom don allow. shyt my aunt la. say ask mi pay myself. if not i sure go beijing le lor. don care. dee, lets go new york next yr tgt! after korea we nv go tgt liao. kinda sad. nvm next yr ok!! HAHA! cant wait. when u free come my house n choose the winter clothes bahx. i have more then 5 packets! LOL!. *envious of u* la!!
Saturday, November 25, 2006
forgt to add smt into my entry jus now. though everythin is settled, i still wanna say a sincere sorrie to u for makin u miss the first bus on wed. so sorrie gal. cos i was in yishun toilet for 20 min. stomach realli pain then missed the train. i din know u din wanna c mi n when u saw mi, u felt worst. so sorrie. i din know til i read ur entry jus now.. anw mi n his prob is long time ago le. everythin is settled le n we nv quarrel le. frenz so long le think quarrellin oso no point. i know tt time i very unreasonable to apologise to him le. so oso sorrie to u to make u so pissed. thanks for lettin mi know. contact mi back asap ok? thanks..
anyway after chattin with nana, it made mi realised that mayb its u who have managed to change mi after all these years. maybe its because im forced into such situation and so i already got immune to everythin. i don realli like it but sometimes i realised wat nana said is true. i used to hate this phrase ' zhou yi bu can yi bu' cos i find it so ridiculous. but now seems like i have to accept it. thanks dearest fren and nana. yes. nana said i finally 'can kai le'. after so mani yrs, ppl have been askin mi to 'can kai dian' but i jus cant. now im glad i can. maybe its because u r a special fren bahx. tt's y i managed to 'can kai' le. HAHA! thanks gals. its not a bad point though.. i treasure u guys.. =)
anw my aunt came over to play with bear. haha. and to reb, here is ur long waited thing:
at last after 3 weeks, i finally saw rebakah and huey jin in sch liao! HAHA! take care gals..
anyway after chattin with nana, it made mi realised that mayb its u who have managed to change mi after all these years. maybe its because im forced into such situation and so i already got immune to everythin. i don realli like it but sometimes i realised wat nana said is true. i used to hate this phrase ' zhou yi bu can yi bu' cos i find it so ridiculous. but now seems like i have to accept it. thanks dearest fren and nana. yes. nana said i finally 'can kai le'. after so mani yrs, ppl have been askin mi to 'can kai dian' but i jus cant. now im glad i can. maybe its because u r a special fren bahx. tt's y i managed to 'can kai' le. HAHA! thanks gals. its not a bad point though.. i treasure u guys.. =)
anw my aunt came over to play with bear. haha. and to reb, here is ur long waited thing:
at last after 3 weeks, i finally saw rebakah and huey jin in sch liao! HAHA! take care gals..
jus heard smt tt made mi abit low mood. haiz. always like tis one. think liao oso sian. shouldn't have called u in the first place. arghhhhhhhhh..
npmc common test on mon. so damn fast. haiz. half a sem is abt to end le. projects and reports not completed. goanna be panda soon. mr lau request a class photo. haha. think ytd was the first time our class took pic as a whole. LOL. so my dearest debby and tyrone's bdae are over. i din get anythin for tyrone. haha. bot a braclet for debb. hope u like it gal. its not diff to match de lahx. must be happy leh. so far of all poly fren's bdae, i think u r the onli one i gave as a individual. normally is share. din get to sabo u cos was in a rush on ytd.
so had my reborn done. haha. may n lin's mom did for mi. lucky i chose to go on fri. cos no ppl ma. weekday then all so free so dee's mom can help mi do. haha. think for so mani times of my rebornin, ytd was the first time she did for mi. cut is always her la. haha. cos alot of ppl request her to cut so she cannot onli concentrate on one head onli. HAHA! anw been crappin away for the past 2 nites with bestiie non stop. cannot tahan. somemore ask mi donate money in sch for her cca. my son so poor cannot share 1 bucks with mi. sad case so i donated $2 lor. LOL!
npmc common test on mon. so damn fast. haiz. half a sem is abt to end le. projects and reports not completed. goanna be panda soon. mr lau request a class photo. haha. think ytd was the first time our class took pic as a whole. LOL. so my dearest debby and tyrone's bdae are over. i din get anythin for tyrone. haha. bot a braclet for debb. hope u like it gal. its not diff to match de lahx. must be happy leh. so far of all poly fren's bdae, i think u r the onli one i gave as a individual. normally is share. din get to sabo u cos was in a rush on ytd.
so had my reborn done. haha. may n lin's mom did for mi. lucky i chose to go on fri. cos no ppl ma. weekday then all so free so dee's mom can help mi do. haha. think for so mani times of my rebornin, ytd was the first time she did for mi. cut is always her la. haha. cos alot of ppl request her to cut so she cannot onli concentrate on one head onli. HAHA! anw been crappin away for the past 2 nites with bestiie non stop. cannot tahan. somemore ask mi donate money in sch for her cca. my son so poor cannot share 1 bucks with mi. sad case so i donated $2 lor. LOL!
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
jus reached home. watchin tv while im bloggin. haha. my mood is now quite ok. no more sian liao. cos in the afternoon while i was doin my CT2 quiz, i was damn bored. gay oso very bored then we decided to go sim lim buy his psp. so called jas n lucky her show finished liao. she went to movies with her classmates. LOL. then all went sim lim but who knows the psp out of stock. left the one so ex then no matter how i bargain oso don wan lower the price. so sad la. anw hope i can do my reborn on fri ba. been waitin so long. haiz. jap retest tml. pray for mi manz. god bless. sorrie to pris n gang, gab, debb n amos. today din go vivo with u all. but i will do so soon ok? thanks for ur offer. cos too broke le. hope u guys understand. will update pics soon!!
bad day. conflict early in the mornin. stomach givin mi problems. appointment last min cancelled n now im all alone at home. damn bored. cant find ppl to acc mi out. i don like comin home so early. jas is out with her fren for movie while nana is out with her fren to ps. couldn't find ppl out cos they are my closest buds who i normally hang out with. kinda sad case la. all of a sudden i feel so down. been thinkin alot.
*signs.. *
*signs.. *
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
very very short day today.. i don like short days when ihave to go home n do nth. LOL. jap sucks. i failed my speaking test n have to go for a retest on thus lunch time. how sad. hope can pass man. *god bless* LOL! so suay lor. my speakin partner was HER. so damn suay n i cant b bothered. HAHA! suay suay i kana first one. haiz. so i ended damn early. think slightly before 9am i finished. LOL. then waited for debb n son then went to ikea for lunch. nice food debb intro. went to tis coffee shop near ikea. next time we go back there makan ok? HAHA. after ikea went to queensway n slack for awhile then went back to sch.
after tt met jas n her fren then went to joy clinic then to cwp. LOL. went for ice cream. ate so much ice cream. i goanna grow side ways liao. LOL!! laugh bahx. HAHA!! slack for awhile then decided to come to her place with her fren then they now studyin while im bloggin. not used to her key board so play audi abit diff. LOL. donno y i've been like so sleepy recently. haiz. so mani pro to be due soon. tml lesson onli 1hr. wanted to skip sch but... i have CT2 which mrs wong wanted to c our project progress. then after tt goin town with jas n someone. LOL!! HAHA! thats all for now.. o ya n i promise i will dig out all the noob pix nana! LOL!!!!
after tt met jas n her fren then went to joy clinic then to cwp. LOL. went for ice cream. ate so much ice cream. i goanna grow side ways liao. LOL!! laugh bahx. HAHA!! slack for awhile then decided to come to her place with her fren then they now studyin while im bloggin. not used to her key board so play audi abit diff. LOL. donno y i've been like so sleepy recently. haiz. so mani pro to be due soon. tml lesson onli 1hr. wanted to skip sch but... i have CT2 which mrs wong wanted to c our project progress. then after tt goin town with jas n someone. LOL!! HAHA! thats all for now.. o ya n i promise i will dig out all the noob pix nana! LOL!!!!
Monday, November 20, 2006
can some idiots jus kill mi? i realli feel like givin up.. i realli do.. jap is drivin mi crazy.i realli don wanna retain for IS. its so stupid to retain IS lor. how i wish i had someone to tok to now. but nahz. everyone's busy with life. nobody understands how i feel. nobody does. nvm forget it.. i realli hate mani things in life. y mux god create education?? y muz god make mi such a blur person?? i always have conflicts with ppl due to my blurness. i realli hate myself for that. its not wat i wan. every single closer frenz cannot stand my blurness. how i wish im dead. that im gone from this world. though i cant bear to cos of my family, my bear n my bestiies. but i realli realli don like the conflicts i have with frenz cos of my blurness. i jus pissed someone off due to my blurness. i donno how to explain but tis is mi. i know u cant stand it. i myself oso cant stand myself for being so blur. can someone jus kill mi? take mi away from tis earth. so that i wont pissed ppl off n i wont feel so misreable? i hate it when i have conflicts with frenz. esp close frenz. esp when both or all of us are strong headed. ppl scoldin mi blur, scoldin mi idiot, scoldin mi dumb for my blurness. i have nth to say cos i know im one. but pls give mi time.. tis is realli not wat i wan.. i hope things wont get bad.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... im realli realli very down! DAMN
(noob us taken on 16 aug 2001)in IBS lecture now. so sian. ask us watch wat video. not even watchin. am chattin on msn with frenz n both my bestiies so busy. nana donno y keep brb then jas not online. LOL. nana go find bf rite? LOL. my clique already have 2 ppl pon lesson liao. then tis mornin mi n son went to the wrong classroom n we said that if we still cant find the lesson, we shall jus pon lessons too. HAHA!! but too bad la. found out that the venue nv change. how sad hur? LOL. if nana n jas sees this, they sure say pontan again. LOL. so was 30 min late for noise lecture. missed the tips part. sad case lahx.
anw tis week kinda slack la. but boring cos no ppl free to come out. haha. tml heard from debb say onli test for jap then can leave le. then should b waitin for jas to finish then go katib there or mayb other place. then wed onli 1hr lecture lor. OSH cancelled. thinkin to pon but haiz.. needa update about our CT2 site project. so mani projects to be completed. sad case lahx. donno y today my gastric is back. damn. stop for like 1 week then now come back somemore i think more pain. mayb goin back to c the doc bahx. haiz. thus lesson as usual til 5 then fri 2 hr tutorial onli. haiz. slack but sian.. lets jus c how bahx.. anw nana's blog the pic realli brings back tonnes of memories. the noob n childish us. miss those times man. where there r no conflicts n etc. so nice. always havin celebrations n BBQ. well, take care all..
Sunday, November 19, 2006
disappointed is the word. yes, am very very disappointed with some ppl. or rather should i say the whole family! they jus love to do such things lor. haiyah watever lahx. damn u guys lor. understand? i really din enjoy the dinner. in the first place, i shouldnt have gone there. i should have accompanied amanda. so well, from 20 dec til 3 jan, i'll be all alone in spore. my eldest aunt goin to japan, rus goin to church camp with his frenz, my grandparents, parents n youngest aunt goin to new york or yun nan. watever la. so two seasons xmas n new yr i'll be alone in spore. damn u guys lor. understand? i hate such arrangements lor. tell mi wat crap? if my grandparents not goin u go ur grandparents house stay. no way man. firstly theres no internet there. secondly my bear how? n they say u stay at home look after bear. kao eh. hear le double hot. i jus sat there stonnin n was damn pissed. pissed la. knn lor.. tis yr's xmas n new year is so diff from my last 2 yrs. last 2 yrs everyone so enthu. this yr? til now no arrangements made yet. haiyah. damn lor. we all stay at home sleep la. kao eh.
then one of the earings' red ruby gem dropped out. then say is i drop le. pls lor. when i put it back it was still there lor. then one day when i wanted to wear it, i saw a hole there. then today oso not first time tell u it dropped. i told u few months back lor n i donno if is u deaf or u forgotten. watever la. kao. jus not my day lor. i wanna scream man! every weekends give mi such shyt. hate weekends lor. upcomin weekends wont be a good one too. haiz. damn no mood la.
then one of the earings' red ruby gem dropped out. then say is i drop le. pls lor. when i put it back it was still there lor. then one day when i wanted to wear it, i saw a hole there. then today oso not first time tell u it dropped. i told u few months back lor n i donno if is u deaf or u forgotten. watever la. kao. jus not my day lor. i wanna scream man! every weekends give mi such shyt. hate weekends lor. upcomin weekends wont be a good one too. haiz. damn no mood la.
been doin some blog hoppin recently. been readin all my old/used-to-be bestiies' blog. haiz. though im angry with some, but sometimes i do have the urge to find them n tok to them. sort things out with them and to mayb some, to apologise bahx..
Dearest LaLa,
i donno if u left for cambodia le not. but i hope u saw my sms before u left bahx. its jus a greeting. do take great care there ok? since u entered JC, things changed alot. i don like the old situation n i don realli have any more faith in it le. but u will still be my fren. a once as close as blood sisters. the pillow fights, the stay overs and last year's xmas. mayb u don c the change, but since the day u enter poly, i already sense things had change drastically. i realli don like it when i cant reach u at all. i tot things happened n i started bombin. in the end, things gets worst. but haiz. nvm. i don like it when ppl come n ask how r u when i totally donno how have u been doin. thanks for approacing mi in msn the other day. i was very shock cos i always wanted to click n chat with u. but ur status is always away. though i know u might not be away but i donno if u were gamin or wat. so din wanna disturb u. i donno if u retained or u managed to make it up to J2. i hope u did cos when readin ur blog, i don realli understand. if u din manage to make it, don give up. mug hard n study hard kk? if u did make it to J2, grats ger=) but rem to study doubly hard for ur As. take care my fren. i still miss the old times.. thanks for everythin n i hope the ipod nano is still with u.. n rem to take great care of ya health. u fall sick very easily...
Dearest Naga,
its been such a long time since we last contact n realli spoke to each other after since the 2003 yr end chalet at downtown east. mayb its after the conflict, it makes mi think that frenship is realli fragile. after so mani yrs, recently i find it so stupid to fight over a bottle of hootch. same as to lala. at times i wanna look up for u in msn n c how have u been doin. but i din. i donno wat to tok to u n how to start a con. truthfully, few months back i saw ya with ya cousin at J8. i wanted to shout out ur name but i din. n the both of us jus walk pass each other like strangers. i don think u saw mi cos i bend my head down n pretended that i was lookin at some brochures. u said u wrote mi a letter before we grad but u din pass to mi. n i rem qing ever told mi u asked for my add. but she din give cos she scare we might fight. anw guess everyone there had faults. so i hereby apologise to u bahx. but if one day u were to send mi the letter, i'll be more then happi to read it. n if one day i c u on the streets, i promise i will shout out ur name. been constantly readin ur blog n u seems so down. hope things will be fine for u soon. stay strong ok? don hurt urself n do take care..
Dearest lin,
though i donno wat happened to u, but i know u r feelin quite down recently. don cry le gal.. cheer up n solve ur prob with a clear mind bahx.. have not seen u for months n i cant make it to beijing with ur family tis yr. i miss korea n bangkok times. i miss the stay overs n the harvok-ing sessions with u n ur sis. n mayb robin? haha. but do take care. u r the longest frenship we have been maintain for like 12 yrs comin to the 13th yr le.. hope to c ya soon. i'll be goin to ur mom's salon tis fri. hope to c ya there. its been a real long time since we last catch up. don stay up too late doin pro. relax n don b too stressed up.. cheer up..
Dearest Bing,
things have changed. our huge and terrible nightmare has came to a stop. as wat nana mentioned, we know u r one who treasures frenz alot. but i realli don like it when u had the sudden change. things wont be the same but i promise u, u will still be my fren. a fren whom i was once close with. take care n i hope u r doin fine all along.. take care my fren..
i know they used to read my blog. but after since i put password, i donno if they still do. i hope they do n read my post bahx.. take care my frenz.. i still those great old times. but yep. lets all face up to reality. take care..
Dearest LaLa,
i donno if u left for cambodia le not. but i hope u saw my sms before u left bahx. its jus a greeting. do take great care there ok? since u entered JC, things changed alot. i don like the old situation n i don realli have any more faith in it le. but u will still be my fren. a once as close as blood sisters. the pillow fights, the stay overs and last year's xmas. mayb u don c the change, but since the day u enter poly, i already sense things had change drastically. i realli don like it when i cant reach u at all. i tot things happened n i started bombin. in the end, things gets worst. but haiz. nvm. i don like it when ppl come n ask how r u when i totally donno how have u been doin. thanks for approacing mi in msn the other day. i was very shock cos i always wanted to click n chat with u. but ur status is always away. though i know u might not be away but i donno if u were gamin or wat. so din wanna disturb u. i donno if u retained or u managed to make it up to J2. i hope u did cos when readin ur blog, i don realli understand. if u din manage to make it, don give up. mug hard n study hard kk? if u did make it to J2, grats ger=) but rem to study doubly hard for ur As. take care my fren. i still miss the old times.. thanks for everythin n i hope the ipod nano is still with u.. n rem to take great care of ya health. u fall sick very easily...
Dearest Naga,
its been such a long time since we last contact n realli spoke to each other after since the 2003 yr end chalet at downtown east. mayb its after the conflict, it makes mi think that frenship is realli fragile. after so mani yrs, recently i find it so stupid to fight over a bottle of hootch. same as to lala. at times i wanna look up for u in msn n c how have u been doin. but i din. i donno wat to tok to u n how to start a con. truthfully, few months back i saw ya with ya cousin at J8. i wanted to shout out ur name but i din. n the both of us jus walk pass each other like strangers. i don think u saw mi cos i bend my head down n pretended that i was lookin at some brochures. u said u wrote mi a letter before we grad but u din pass to mi. n i rem qing ever told mi u asked for my add. but she din give cos she scare we might fight. anw guess everyone there had faults. so i hereby apologise to u bahx. but if one day u were to send mi the letter, i'll be more then happi to read it. n if one day i c u on the streets, i promise i will shout out ur name. been constantly readin ur blog n u seems so down. hope things will be fine for u soon. stay strong ok? don hurt urself n do take care..
Dearest lin,
though i donno wat happened to u, but i know u r feelin quite down recently. don cry le gal.. cheer up n solve ur prob with a clear mind bahx.. have not seen u for months n i cant make it to beijing with ur family tis yr. i miss korea n bangkok times. i miss the stay overs n the harvok-ing sessions with u n ur sis. n mayb robin? haha. but do take care. u r the longest frenship we have been maintain for like 12 yrs comin to the 13th yr le.. hope to c ya soon. i'll be goin to ur mom's salon tis fri. hope to c ya there. its been a real long time since we last catch up. don stay up too late doin pro. relax n don b too stressed up.. cheer up..
Dearest Bing,
things have changed. our huge and terrible nightmare has came to a stop. as wat nana mentioned, we know u r one who treasures frenz alot. but i realli don like it when u had the sudden change. things wont be the same but i promise u, u will still be my fren. a fren whom i was once close with. take care n i hope u r doin fine all along.. take care my fren..
i know they used to read my blog. but after since i put password, i donno if they still do. i hope they do n read my post bahx.. take care my frenz.. i still those great old times. but yep. lets all face up to reality. take care..
Saturday, November 18, 2006
16 Nov '06
haha. i know i did blog on this day but i only blogged til afternoon. so here's about after sch. haha. met jas after sch then she say gay fri not workin le. instead he's workin on this day. upon hearing we abit sian half la. but nvm lor. haha. then board 184 to go home. then who knows we were discussin if fri nv go storm gay when go. then suddenly i said now then she so on sia. immediately we alighted the bus n walked to KAP there take 61. LOL. reached vivo n bot debb's present liao. haha. hope she likes it la. then wanted to make reservation at sushi teh jus in case later alot of ppl. then who knows when i approached tis person at the counter, she's damn retard la. ask her everythin she all nod head onli. a bit pissed la. then since she said cannot make reservation and its like its not even 6pm, i decided to go to toy r'us cos too long nv go le. drag jas there n someone started goin crazy. donno y oso but become crazy n beat mi. LOL. but i oso got attack back la. wanted to buy the bubbles n play. BUT dropped the idea. fooled around. kinda fun la. then by the time we left, it was like 715pm liao. n saw the Q at sushi teh. wha. can kill man. somemore weekday onli. but still we Q-ed up cos we wanted to surprise gay. haha. too bad we din get seaview. so its like not 'under' gay. but he came n tok to us a few times with the 'intention' to refill tea. LOL. he look so diff in that uniform. HAHA! so not him lor. then went home. reached home ard 11.50pm. but fun day lah. haha..
17 Nov '06
reached sch ard 9.20am and found out that OSH tutorial was realli cancelled. diao -_-" we tot onli lecture cancelled then in the end is both lecture n tutorial. then kinda waste time la. but nvm. was told that we have to submit NPMC lab 2 report and project 1. and i was like, OMFG. how to find all sia? somemore have CT2 and STRA quiz. suddenly felt that there are jus so mani things to be done. managed to rush my lab report but the project one not finished yet. lol. then ask mrs lee to extend til mon. haha. was kinda pissed with mr eng durin our lab period. told him i wan 2nd grp he donno how to listen. is i have smt on then tell him i wan grp one he don give then i say grp 2. then he don wan ans suddenly say my grp is last grp. wha. hear le immediately sian full. kinda hot la but after awhile ok liao. n i hurt my left ankle again. haiz. damn pain n its now swollen. after tt went to meet jas cos wanted to bring her to lin's salon. then who knows her aunt went home cos sick then took mc. LMAO~ then we went to eat mos burgur lor. n i tell u, there's tis dumb gal there. her workin attitude is hell man. talk to her nicely she don appreciate n say 'wo mei you hua jiang liao'. damn u lor. u call this service? wat kinda service is this man? u onli know how to flirt with guys. yucks. pls reflect urself in front of the mirror la. her senior came to take over her n she continued showin attitude. somemore diao mi n jas. tis time double hot n i purposly told her off in front of her senior sayin she should do smt with her workin attitude. then went to jas house. last min ton cos too late no more transport then she ask mi stay. then who knows at nite smt cropped up. haiz.
18 nov '06
ur hair is nice. haha. the gliter is nice. LOL. muz thank mi ok? LOL. if not where got so cheap n nice things. haha. lol. reached home n audi for awhile. kinda sian. donno y oso. suddenly feel so sian when gamin. haha. mayb cos too long nv realli game le n all the kakkies all not online. sian full. last min received a call from my aunt sayin tml my grandfather bdae. LOL. GG to mi.. o ya. sayin abt GG, suddenly my class peeps started sayin gg liao. LOL. nice word. nicer than ng. LOL. good game is better than nice game. LMAO -__-!!!
haha. i know i did blog on this day but i only blogged til afternoon. so here's about after sch. haha. met jas after sch then she say gay fri not workin le. instead he's workin on this day. upon hearing we abit sian half la. but nvm lor. haha. then board 184 to go home. then who knows we were discussin if fri nv go storm gay when go. then suddenly i said now then she so on sia. immediately we alighted the bus n walked to KAP there take 61. LOL. reached vivo n bot debb's present liao. haha. hope she likes it la. then wanted to make reservation at sushi teh jus in case later alot of ppl. then who knows when i approached tis person at the counter, she's damn retard la. ask her everythin she all nod head onli. a bit pissed la. then since she said cannot make reservation and its like its not even 6pm, i decided to go to toy r'us cos too long nv go le. drag jas there n someone started goin crazy. donno y oso but become crazy n beat mi. LOL. but i oso got attack back la. wanted to buy the bubbles n play. BUT dropped the idea. fooled around. kinda fun la. then by the time we left, it was like 715pm liao. n saw the Q at sushi teh. wha. can kill man. somemore weekday onli. but still we Q-ed up cos we wanted to surprise gay. haha. too bad we din get seaview. so its like not 'under' gay. but he came n tok to us a few times with the 'intention' to refill tea. LOL. he look so diff in that uniform. HAHA! so not him lor. then went home. reached home ard 11.50pm. but fun day lah. haha..
17 Nov '06
reached sch ard 9.20am and found out that OSH tutorial was realli cancelled. diao -_-" we tot onli lecture cancelled then in the end is both lecture n tutorial. then kinda waste time la. but nvm. was told that we have to submit NPMC lab 2 report and project 1. and i was like, OMFG. how to find all sia? somemore have CT2 and STRA quiz. suddenly felt that there are jus so mani things to be done. managed to rush my lab report but the project one not finished yet. lol. then ask mrs lee to extend til mon. haha. was kinda pissed with mr eng durin our lab period. told him i wan 2nd grp he donno how to listen. is i have smt on then tell him i wan grp one he don give then i say grp 2. then he don wan ans suddenly say my grp is last grp. wha. hear le immediately sian full. kinda hot la but after awhile ok liao. n i hurt my left ankle again. haiz. damn pain n its now swollen. after tt went to meet jas cos wanted to bring her to lin's salon. then who knows her aunt went home cos sick then took mc. LMAO~ then we went to eat mos burgur lor. n i tell u, there's tis dumb gal there. her workin attitude is hell man. talk to her nicely she don appreciate n say 'wo mei you hua jiang liao'. damn u lor. u call this service? wat kinda service is this man? u onli know how to flirt with guys. yucks. pls reflect urself in front of the mirror la. her senior came to take over her n she continued showin attitude. somemore diao mi n jas. tis time double hot n i purposly told her off in front of her senior sayin she should do smt with her workin attitude. then went to jas house. last min ton cos too late no more transport then she ask mi stay. then who knows at nite smt cropped up. haiz.
18 nov '06
ur hair is nice. haha. the gliter is nice. LOL. muz thank mi ok? LOL. if not where got so cheap n nice things. haha. lol. reached home n audi for awhile. kinda sian. donno y oso. suddenly feel so sian when gamin. haha. mayb cos too long nv realli game le n all the kakkies all not online. sian full. last min received a call from my aunt sayin tml my grandfather bdae. LOL. GG to mi.. o ya. sayin abt GG, suddenly my class peeps started sayin gg liao. LOL. nice word. nicer than ng. LOL. good game is better than nice game. LMAO -__-!!!
Thursday, November 16, 2006
my 100th post. LOL. ever since i blogged, i've never had the guts to read back watever i blogged before. cos i know my blog is filled with pissed n sad entries more then happi memories. mayb one day when i realli read it, i will feel so stupid. how sad!! jus finished my IAQ online test. 2 tests. LOL. n jus now went to c mr lau. sechdule was delayed by 10 mins. hahaha. but nvm la. thanks for carryin my bag n lappy to class man. lau asked mani questions. asked who was my clique, how often we hang out n etc. LOL.
now damn cold in IAQ lecture now. so bored. no ppl to tok to online.. both bestiies out for lunch. sad case hur?! LOL. got so mani reports to rush tis week. my noise report n noise lab report both not done. GG to mi man. wasnt able to do ytd cos needa study a little for my IAQ. lucky nv fail. if not i cry liao. LOL. yep. goanna work tis weekend at JP with drea n another person. drea, we workin with tt malay gal or bett? LOL. ytd ur blog wrote bett but u told mi the malay gal. so confusing. hahaha!!
don think workin for JL on 2nd & 3rd dec. sad case. there goes my extra cash.. am still wonderin if i should work on my upcomin 2 weeks. i wan xtra cash but my next 2 months holiday is gone. i have to go for attachment. how sad. so am thinkin to leave my 2 weeks out for my frenz. hahaha. due to attachment, my poly clique n i cannot make it to genting. nana n i oso cant make it to genting for tis 2 weeks holiday. so seems like im not travellin tis yr? haiz. anw ytd was realli not my day. so suay lor. shall not eleborate..
*boring lecture...*
*SAVE MI!!!!*
now damn cold in IAQ lecture now. so bored. no ppl to tok to online.. both bestiies out for lunch. sad case hur?! LOL. got so mani reports to rush tis week. my noise report n noise lab report both not done. GG to mi man. wasnt able to do ytd cos needa study a little for my IAQ. lucky nv fail. if not i cry liao. LOL. yep. goanna work tis weekend at JP with drea n another person. drea, we workin with tt malay gal or bett? LOL. ytd ur blog wrote bett but u told mi the malay gal. so confusing. hahaha!!
don think workin for JL on 2nd & 3rd dec. sad case. there goes my extra cash.. am still wonderin if i should work on my upcomin 2 weeks. i wan xtra cash but my next 2 months holiday is gone. i have to go for attachment. how sad. so am thinkin to leave my 2 weeks out for my frenz. hahaha. due to attachment, my poly clique n i cannot make it to genting. nana n i oso cant make it to genting for tis 2 weeks holiday. so seems like im not travellin tis yr? haiz. anw ytd was realli not my day. so suay lor. shall not eleborate..
anw im totally fine le. so yep. no worries. thanks for all the concerns. now is many of my frenz facin prob.. cheer up ok 2nd bestiies. i'll always b here for u as usual.. find mi anytime bahx.. moo, i know u read my blog too. u cheer up too. though none of us knows wat's happening, we are always here for u too. we hearts u tonnes =D take care all..
*boring lecture...*
*SAVE MI!!!!*
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
haiz. jus now ate dinner n medicine tt time donno y gastric suddenly so pain again. tis time round stomach oso pain. so is gastric+stomach pain. OMG. jus told nana abt tis n she grounded at mi. she said GG to mi. pls man. no GG. i know the consequences.. *prays hard* arghhhhhhhhh damn bored lahx!!
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
short entry bahx..
i woke up late today cos no one wake mi up. LOL! im in deep shyt. always cant wake up. dad sent mi to northpoint n i took a cab from dover. 6 bucks jus flew away. seems like its been such a long time since i ever cabbed to anywhere. used to cab almost everyday to sch in sem 1 n onli managed to kick tis habit not long ago. jap test donno can make it anot. hope can bahx.. fell asleep n kana caught by lec again. LOL. so tis time i decided not to slp n i was multi-tasking. i was practically sms-ing, crappin with debb n son, lookin at mag and copyin debb's notes. LOL! anw raint days are gone. everythin solved. so jas suddenly sms ask mi join her n her fren for lunch. lol. went SIM. after tt went home. kinda sian la cos i have nv been home so early on tues before. so not used to it. haiz.. nvm. anw to 2nd bestiie, i hope u r fine le. cheer up ok? im always here like how u r here for mi.=) reached home n crapped online then played audi for awhile. been like a week since i played.
anw saw somethings on someone's blog which i don wish to c. but nvm. cant be bothered. sometimes i wonder y things end in such a manner. every single one of us are wonderin where had my brand new bottle of absolute voka gone to? haiz. whoever knows tell mi ok? we hope to find it back manz.. lets oso pray hard i can wake up tml on myself bahx. if not i;ll realli be in deep shyt. haiz...
i woke up late today cos no one wake mi up. LOL! im in deep shyt. always cant wake up. dad sent mi to northpoint n i took a cab from dover. 6 bucks jus flew away. seems like its been such a long time since i ever cabbed to anywhere. used to cab almost everyday to sch in sem 1 n onli managed to kick tis habit not long ago. jap test donno can make it anot. hope can bahx.. fell asleep n kana caught by lec again. LOL. so tis time i decided not to slp n i was multi-tasking. i was practically sms-ing, crappin with debb n son, lookin at mag and copyin debb's notes. LOL! anw raint days are gone. everythin solved. so jas suddenly sms ask mi join her n her fren for lunch. lol. went SIM. after tt went home. kinda sian la cos i have nv been home so early on tues before. so not used to it. haiz.. nvm. anw to 2nd bestiie, i hope u r fine le. cheer up ok? im always here like how u r here for mi.=) reached home n crapped online then played audi for awhile. been like a week since i played.
anw saw somethings on someone's blog which i don wish to c. but nvm. cant be bothered. sometimes i wonder y things end in such a manner. every single one of us are wonderin where had my brand new bottle of absolute voka gone to? haiz. whoever knows tell mi ok? we hope to find it back manz.. lets oso pray hard i can wake up tml on myself bahx. if not i;ll realli be in deep shyt. haiz...
Monday, November 13, 2006
haiz. currently havin terrible headache. wat's happenin man? my gastric has not gone down. damn it.. n im havin jap tml. i hope i can jus clear tis module. god bless man.. sigh.. i feel so low all of a sudden again jus because i received a call. haiz... off to mug.. hope to pass...
ok fine. im no longer sad. i jus have no more feelings. am havin a headach. too tired to think of all these things.. but after readin smt, i felt very hot. i stuff all the unhappy stuffs inside mi n nv say things out. i realli realli don like such things. i'll jus leave it to fate bahx. its fate that brought frenz tgt n to even become good frenz or bestiies. though i say certain things out, i did not say everythin out. there's jus alot of things tt im very 'bu gan yuan'. arghhhhhhhhhh. i jus kept it to myself. jess said i looked so sian today. sorrie gal but i jus don have the mood. so yep but my mood changed for the better when we were on our way home. heard so mani stories.. someone pissed my 2nd bestiie off today. damn *****! understand! im scoldin you. i know bestiie wont wan mi to write the name out so i wont. but damn u. shit u! i hope u kana struck by lightening. don u always do things le then come say sorrie to her. if u always do so, do u think ur sorrie is of any worth? damn u man. i hate it when ppl keeps sayin sorrie though they know they r wrong n yet they continue doin it. yet u bloody idiot know u did wrote n continued it then apologise to bestiie. damn u la. i've never seen such a guy before. n to another YOU, don come n look for mi when u need my help. n when i needed ur help, u din even bother to reply. so wat's tis? i replied u today for the sake of my fren. but i swear i'll nv help u again startin from now. leave mi alone man! even if im free, i wont even bother to chat with u. i feel like deleting u from my list but i din do so jus for the sake of my fren. shit u 2 man! u 2 r jerks! u 2 r bustards! fuck off man n stop hurting my frenz! i hope u 2 die.. fuck off. thanks. im now super hot.. i know one of the shitter don read my blog, but if u happen to read, yes! im talkin about u! u should bloody wake up. the other one, i donno if u read. but i cant b bothered. damn u 2 man. u 2 bloody spoilt my day! shitter!!!!
in CT2 tutorial now. mrs wong changed out tutorial to mon so that we dont have to stay back in sch on thus til 6pm. realli not in the mood bahx. cold war damn sian lor. i donno when will it end. will be workin on sat n sun. tot of workin tml too cos not meetin my fren le n no more pro. but nvm. since she doin her pro, then i shall jus go home. not realli in the mood to work. though i love workin, but am realli realli not in the mood lahx. haiz. wat's happening to mi? its not that i wanna think. its like is auto one. haiz. nvm u guys don understand.. was late today. my mom is out of spore n my dad is not workin but he din wanna wake up to wake mi up.. supposed to have live alarm but nvm.. haiz.. im jus so disappointed bahx. jus showed amos attitude cos he kept lookin at wat i typed. sorrie amos but i realli wasnt in the mood. jus leave mi alone in class bahx. when things r well, i'll be back to normal.. i realli wonder where is my old self. still in search of it bahx. been a few months back since i ever felt so low again. haiz.. i hope tis will b the last bahx. things r jus so fragile. so does frenship.. watever lahx. i jus wanna say i don play ard with frenship. esp bestiie frenships. im not sayin anyone of u all are takin it lightly but i am definitely not.. been havin sleepless nite for the past 2 days. haiz. mayb im jus fated of not havin any real close bestiie. bahx.. i hope things will b sorted out soon. im jus not in the mood la. jus now noise lecture i oso wasn't in the mood. i jus stone in class n not listening. thanks nana and moo for ur comforting words. esp moo. u donno anythin but u showed ur concern. drea too. sorrie. sorrie peiye when u called n i wanted to hang up the call for no reason. i'll contact u soon. thanks for sendin the items to my house. very much appreciated. hope u like wat i got for u bahx..thanks for all those comforting and concern sms-es. sorrie if i din reply cos i realli wasnt in the mood. sorrie that i din share the story cos i jus don wanna repeat things n i don wan so mani ppl to know.. haiz.. to my classmates, im sorrie for my black face n attitude if i showed u all attitude. im sorrie but jus leave mi alone in class first bahx. i don wanna explode in sch to u all.. but for bestiies n beggarsect, i wont mia from u all bahx. haiz. though im not in a good state now, whenever u all need mi, jus let mi know.. i love u guys most..
Sunday, November 12, 2006
im in a extremely low mood. been like tis for the whole day. haiz is the onli word i can use. whenever my hp rings, i hope to c her sms to c that things can clear. to c some light but it seems to be very dark since ytd. but its like it has been ages that u were pissed. i realli hope we can realli realli talk things out. i hope u read the other blog n signal mi that u read le n i sincerly hope u reply. i am totally not in any mood to do anything. seems like its goanna be another sleepless nite for mi again. i hope things get back to normal by tonite n that we can meet up tml after sch bahx.. haiz.. i really regreted askin the whole grp out for dinner last nite. if there werent any dinner, she wont spoil our mood. then i wont have the chance to take kiat's hp n there will not be any quarrels at all. haiz.. i realli hate to have misunderstandings or communication breakdown with bestiies. esp u n nana. haiz.. i realli hope to hear from u soon. i realli do..
ytd was supposed to be a happy day. then when everythin was abt to end, somethings jus happened. i know there were parts which im at fault. thanks gay for tellin mi y is she so pissed. tis mornin something happened again. n this worsen the conflict. mayb im too nosey le bahx. u may find mi irritating for bombin ur calls but i did tt out of concern. if u weren't my bestiie, i wont even bother. jus when i need to tok to my bestiie, jas was pissed. i cant tok to her. nana wasnt here. she was busy watchin her channel u. gay busy dota-ing then he needa go out. lucky i had my son. think other then my bestiie, i can onli relate all my feelings n tots to him. im not tryin to gain sympathy. thanks son for analysing everythin for mi. for all bestties conflict, i donno y but whenever i talk abt it, tears jus roll down. haiz. i hate myself for being such a crybaby. im strong. i wont cry. but i jus wanna find someone to tok to n to get things settled.. as in talk seriously n tell mi where im at fault. son did tt n told mi everythin le. thanks son. u r a great fren of mine. my daughter in law too. both my goodies ok? thanks alot.. i hope things will be sorted out by tonite... can someone jus help mi? argh. im feelin so down. havin a terrible headach n i cant slp. wat's gotten into mi?
why is everythin like tis? y is it everythin all my fault? u all always does things without thinkin of mi. i kept quiet cos u guys were my bestiies. but im always at fault. im at fault for not answering ur calls. im at fault for sayin u shouted at mi. im at fault for everything. bear oso my fault. y does all these shit have to happen to mi? y cant i jus have a happy day? i jus feel like cryin my heart out. but i wont. i;ve lost my bestiies. i don wanna lose more. but conflicts are always happening. i realli hate it. i realli do. wat should i do? everythin on earth seems to be goin agaist mi. i hope everythin can be solved by tonite. been havin sleepless nites for so mani days.. wat should i do?? nobody knows wat i wan.. im realli very down.
Friday, November 10, 2006
wat the fuckin hell is happen to bear? he's gettin from bad to worst. cos of him i have endless of conflicts at home. frenz conflict not enough still come family conflict. damn it lar.. recently realli alot of conflicts lor. hate it lahx.. went out for dinner n my mood changed for better. did stupid things at popular. then saw nana on my way home. so coincidental. who knows the moment the 9pm show finish, i kana bomb. wha lao eh. make mi damn sian lor. i know they jus wanna make mi say that i wanna give up on him. but i wont. damn it la.. make mi damn pissed. goin to meet jess n roy tml for pro. don feel like comin home so early tml. think that my mom not in, i sure kana bomb by my dad like hell. think of it i oso don feel like comin home so early. shall c how bahx.. pang seh nana n ah mee tml. sorrie gals. but am realli no mood for anythin now.. recently keep havin the urge to go out at nite when i feel so low. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i feel like screaming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to dog,
so sorrie to cause all these. seems like ur 400 bucks might never be back.. i din know she will borrow money from u to buy bear for mi. i was very very happi upon receivin him from u guys. esp u were all my goodies n she's my used to be bestiie. i din know she asked u to fork out money first. if i knew she would do so, i would rather she not buy mi a present. but i know she meant well. she knew i wanted a dog badly but now tt after a yr is about to pass n u still have not gt the money back, im very sorrie. i know at times u needed the money very much but i couldnt help much. i donno wat to do but i'll try to contact her on ur behalf. i have to think of ways of how to ask. if not she's bound to flare up.. sometimes i jus donno how to communicate with her. i hope i can help u get back at least 100 before she flys to cambodia.. very sorrie dog. its been a yr. i know u don blame mi. but i know u wanna get a mp3 badly.. i'll do my best i promise.. to all those gettin bdae presents for mi next yr, if u guys have no money, don buy present. pls don borrow from anyone. i don wan history to repeat. its the tot that matters..
i flunk jap. was so down after receivin the email. spoke to debb abt mani things. her issues n mine.. gossip bahx.. but thanks ger for everythin.. i hate jap.. anw thanks to nana n jas too for always being there for mi.. mayb goin out for dinner later.. was on my way home, i happen to met peiye. haha. catch up awhile n she's suppose to contact mi back but she din. nvm bahx. its ok.. shall continue with my assigements now..
*internal screams*
what should i do?? =(
so sorrie to cause all these. seems like ur 400 bucks might never be back.. i din know she will borrow money from u to buy bear for mi. i was very very happi upon receivin him from u guys. esp u were all my goodies n she's my used to be bestiie. i din know she asked u to fork out money first. if i knew she would do so, i would rather she not buy mi a present. but i know she meant well. she knew i wanted a dog badly but now tt after a yr is about to pass n u still have not gt the money back, im very sorrie. i know at times u needed the money very much but i couldnt help much. i donno wat to do but i'll try to contact her on ur behalf. i have to think of ways of how to ask. if not she's bound to flare up.. sometimes i jus donno how to communicate with her. i hope i can help u get back at least 100 before she flys to cambodia.. very sorrie dog. its been a yr. i know u don blame mi. but i know u wanna get a mp3 badly.. i'll do my best i promise.. to all those gettin bdae presents for mi next yr, if u guys have no money, don buy present. pls don borrow from anyone. i don wan history to repeat. its the tot that matters..
i flunk jap. was so down after receivin the email. spoke to debb abt mani things. her issues n mine.. gossip bahx.. but thanks ger for everythin.. i hate jap.. anw thanks to nana n jas too for always being there for mi.. mayb goin out for dinner later.. was on my way home, i happen to met peiye. haha. catch up awhile n she's suppose to contact mi back but she din. nvm bahx. its ok.. shall continue with my assigements now..
*internal screams*
what should i do?? =(
Thursday, November 09, 2006
ok. today is a super bad day lahx.. din slp the whole of last nite. kinda worried over some things. sorrie for bombin ur phone but i was worried. i couldn't slp whole nite. gamed in audi for awhile. sorrie gay n jas. couldn't aim perf cos com was laggy. went to sch with a super low mood. tried to look normal. guess i passed everyone's test except debb. she said she notice i wasn't myself today. she's so observant la gal. no wonder my daughter. anw thanks for ur help to buy things for mi.. thanks babe =)
ate in canteen 3 n i din finish my portion. then my gastric was back. suddenly on my way back to class i felt like vomitting but i din tell them. haha. suddenly my bad flu came n went into IAQ class. damn tt lec. give such a stupid grouping. hate him la. spoilt my mood even more. wanted to skip IAQ n go to the doc but dropped tt idea. n i jus realised tt for the past 3 days, i've been takin double dose of medication unknowingly. GG to mi. no wonder my heart has been beatin quite fast recently. but today better le. blur mi.
then on my way home my dad kp mi abt bear bear. haiz. i oso donno wat to do lahx.. i wont give up on my bear de lor.. he's my life.. think i should seriously cut down on scoldin my F word bahx.. mani ppl sayin mi le. though i don like ppl to say mi, but its the truth n i have to accept it.. haiz.. gay offered mi a job. pay is quite good. very tempted but am worried tt i wont be able to cope with my studies. i don wanna retain any modules. n my GPA has been droppin quite alot. makes mi even no motivation to chiong for exams..
recently, mani of my frenz have been feeling down too. mostly bestiies and goodies bahx.. hope everythin will be fine bahx. family conflicts, friendship conflicts n bgr conflicts. everyone is damn tired of it. when will all these come to an end? we r damn sian of it liao.. hope things will change for the better bahx. gay told mi online that life is boring. i agree. very very boring indeed. i have no life. after sch go home either game or chat. then slp. so no life. then the job he offer mi realli temp mi.. should i accept it?? haiz.. abt driving i oso sian. he has to wait for like 3 - 4 months jus to take the lisence. damn long lor. think liao oso sian. tt's y i don wanna take so early. i oso no motivation to study for the basic theory. assigements are piling up. quiz next week n soon common test is comin. then here comes my attachment. am totally so not lookin forward to it. haiz...
*INTERNAL SCREAMS*
ate in canteen 3 n i din finish my portion. then my gastric was back. suddenly on my way back to class i felt like vomitting but i din tell them. haha. suddenly my bad flu came n went into IAQ class. damn tt lec. give such a stupid grouping. hate him la. spoilt my mood even more. wanted to skip IAQ n go to the doc but dropped tt idea. n i jus realised tt for the past 3 days, i've been takin double dose of medication unknowingly. GG to mi. no wonder my heart has been beatin quite fast recently. but today better le. blur mi.
then on my way home my dad kp mi abt bear bear. haiz. i oso donno wat to do lahx.. i wont give up on my bear de lor.. he's my life.. think i should seriously cut down on scoldin my F word bahx.. mani ppl sayin mi le. though i don like ppl to say mi, but its the truth n i have to accept it.. haiz.. gay offered mi a job. pay is quite good. very tempted but am worried tt i wont be able to cope with my studies. i don wanna retain any modules. n my GPA has been droppin quite alot. makes mi even no motivation to chiong for exams..
recently, mani of my frenz have been feeling down too. mostly bestiies and goodies bahx.. hope everythin will be fine bahx. family conflicts, friendship conflicts n bgr conflicts. everyone is damn tired of it. when will all these come to an end? we r damn sian of it liao.. hope things will change for the better bahx. gay told mi online that life is boring. i agree. very very boring indeed. i have no life. after sch go home either game or chat. then slp. so no life. then the job he offer mi realli temp mi.. should i accept it?? haiz.. abt driving i oso sian. he has to wait for like 3 - 4 months jus to take the lisence. damn long lor. think liao oso sian. tt's y i don wanna take so early. i oso no motivation to study for the basic theory. assigements are piling up. quiz next week n soon common test is comin. then here comes my attachment. am totally so not lookin forward to it. haiz...
*INTERNAL SCREAMS*
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
a very tiring day. donno y so tired oso. took a nap after i reached home n still im feeling very sleepy. jap lesson was ok. letter writing and spelling. LOL. donno can make it not. met jas after sch n headed to raffles city to collect her heels. then off we went to meet nana. haha. went to eat ice cream n slack for awhile then went home. cos nana was kinda tired. today wasn't a gd day for jas n my stomach n throat is givin mi problems. wth. today my stomach like abit worser. hope everythin will be fine. jus at tis moment, sore throat has to come. argh.. i guess im fallin real sick soon.
Monday, November 06, 2006
Friday, November 03, 2006
bad bad day~
initially my mood was extremely bad in the early afternoon. but my mood changed for the better after tt. debb said my face looked so black. LOL. sorrie ger~ i din know my face was so black. haha. i tot it was very normal. hahaa. anw had 3hr of break today. very sian lo. cos at first wasn't in a very good mood. then the guys decided to head to the square @ 31 to slack n to do their report. i din do my report cos i finished doin it last nite before i went to audi.so was slackin there and was viewing the old photoshoots pic. nice ones. i c le feel like laughing. haha. saw the funni faces and the realli happi moments. then suddenly tot tt i so long nv realli laugh like how i was captured in the pic. bett, qing, drea n all looked so happi. LOL. anw for ur info drea, gab caught though ugly laughs of ours. LOL. but its nice la. keep as memory tt we ever laughed til so siao before. think for mi to laugh like tt is real tough man! so mani conflicts happening n so my projects are pilling up. mood had been pretty bad currently. so sorrie if i offended any of my goodies or bestiies. i realli din mean to do or say anythin that i shouldnt have said. i realli miss good old times... haizzz....
hope things will change for the better bahx.. how i wish i never grew up man! no need to have so mani conflicts and jus lead a innocent life not knowin wat am i doin. do wrong things oso wont kana grounded. guess i had too mani hi bye frenz le bahx. i realli hate to have hi bye frenz man. hate it!! ARGH!!!! had so mani old bestiies before n now they are like not even hi bye frenz?? haizz.. some even when i saw them, i got no topic to tok to them. n if u know mi well, i don like it when i am out with someone n both parties have no topics to tok. mayb tt explains y my bestiies n goodies are all crappers. guess onli frea n ah mee are those goodies whom i can nv tok to them for months but we still have topic to crap n chat. serious n jokes. all have! anw saw qing today. took same train. so coincidental sia. been such a long long time since i last saw her. haha.
haha. weather wasnt very good n it kept pouring on n off. huey jin came to chat with mi with some good n shockin news. anw ger, go update mi more ok? i hope good news will arrive soon!! its been 2 weeks since i last saw u n reb. though same sch, but donno y nv c each other at all man! my les mate too. so long oso nv c her le. haha. miss u guys man! gal, go plan for a day to visit mina! LOL. o ya. peiye asked mi to join her n xy for dinner tonite. sorrie gals, i din come cos i realli wasnt in the mood. we shall meet next time kkz?? so sorrie..
anw the thing that made mi high back was when we were on our way up to print our reports. haha. i freakin press the close button when bunny went out of the lift. but the lift was at second level. we wanted to go up to third level. everyone laughed n mood changed for the better. lab was ok. ended early but slacked there to wait for my dad to come n fetch mi. reached home n did nothin. kinda borin life i lead. haizz... tml meetin my bestiies. hope will b a better day bahx. this whole week was indeed a bad week as expected since monday. i had a bad start of the week n i knew the whole week wont be a good one. am still very pissed with wat happened. i know next yr wont b a great one too. hate such life man! sorrie for the long entry. jus wanna rant things out man!
pissed la. my grandma spoilt my mood. she's damn unreasonable lo!! cant she be more flexible to jus change the date to dec?? really hate it lo.. damn it! spoil my mood!!!! ARGH!!!!! i feel like screaming!! @#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^&*&^%$#$%^&*
Thursday, November 02, 2006
MY DEAREST ANDREA GAVE ME A BANANA FLAVOURED CHOCOLATE LAST SAT!!! thanks drea.. not in the mood to blog today. nth much to blog too... kinda too sian til bad mood. aiyah.. hate such things la... pissed!
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
happi day~
31 Oct (Tue)sleepy day. was very very tired man. in fact im always sleepy in school. haha. but from last week already tried to slp by 1am le. LOL. went for jap class. LOL. yes! i did something super sinful. i cheated in the mini quiz. LOL! cos jus too lazy to memories how to write the words la. im bad with language u know? so wrote the 15 words on the table n durin the spellin quiz, i jus copied. haha. then showed debb my ans n she showed my son. LOL. after jap met up with bestiie. my dearest gf. LOL. kiddin onli la. don anyhow think arhx. LOL!
went to HV for dinner with the intention to c the cute dogs there. but sad la. we walk too much jus to find nice fish soup stall. sorrie arhx. walked too much then in the end the stall not there. then was late for movie then cab-ed down to entertainment centre. in the end found out that death note no more le. so we took the tickets to lido n watch. thanks bestiie for ya tickets. lido 7 is damn cold! cannot tahan. the show sux man! watch til i fell asleep twice. see properly. its not once but TWICE. LOL.
after show walked around for alittle while then went home. in the end din meet nana to go vivo city. cos she end too late le. nvm lo. we shall go soon ok? we 3 go tgt. haha. reached home n slack all the way. most surprisin thing was i slp damn early last nite. n nana even said tis to mi 'wha, first time ah chew offline earlier then mi'. LOL. n i guess i slp earlier then jas too. LOL. think too tired le bahx..
1 nov (wed)
was late for lesson. LOL. overslept la. my mom woke mi up at 8 but i went back to slp. then jas woke mi up at 8.15 i went back to slp again. LMAO~ too tired le bahx. then jumped up of bed at 8.45 when drea sms-ed mi with a so-called shockin news bahx. rushed like mad dog but din skip sch. was very much tempted la but din. haha. the moment i step into blk 50, bestiie called n said her lesson ended n can meet mi liao. but i couldnt so told her 11. LOL. sorrie arhx gal. then couldnt pass u lappy cos onli 1hr lec n i was late for 25min. haha.
so onli managed to meet up with her durin my 3hr break. surprisingly she had 4hr break n so i need not wait for an hour for her. haha. her fren joined us. n he say i very dao. LOL! jess n roy joined us at SIM for lunch. haha. then they went to beauty world to meet up with the guys for pool. i din tag along cos even if i go, i don play. so went to lib n slack with jas n her fren. LOL. haha. i did some evil comments. i told jas purposly don give the other gal sweets. LOL. then her whole clique oso no sweets. haha!
read alot of things in lib with jas. LOL. not books k! i not so hardworkin. LOL. we were KPO-ing. LOL. went lesson. din listen in class. was using lappy n eatin sweets. hahaa. kept pesterin son to sell my cam for mi! son faster sell leh. i wan buy new cam! HAHA! anw thanks debb for the things man! went home with jas. rainin so heavily. cannot tahan. but shiok weather la. reached cwp n tried to look for the thing nana made but cant find! then went home le. n on my way home, i saw my 2nd dearest gf nana! LOL! hahaaa. so happi arhx c u. like so long nv c ya le! HAHA! kkz. we shall meet up on sat kkz? off to audi now! haha. very addictive man!
