RaChEw: May 2007

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Dear frenz,
pls do this when u guys are free. hahaas
very easy one. lols

Monday, May 28, 2007

LOLs.
damn tired la can?
i slp at 4am on sun nite or should i say mon mornin n woke up at 7.15am.
tt explains my currently super duper bad skin complexion and dark circles.
intended to do UTM assigment today but when we reached, there wasn't any jam.
we were like wth la n so we had nth to do for 2 full hrs.
went to eat breakfast at canteen 1 then to library's bored games section. LOL
went for 1hr of WET lesson then went home cos fyp discussion was postponed.
darling ying was at yishun n so i went to find her.
but she was in a rush to leave so bo bian. sad case sia.
been so long since i last tok n hang out with her =(
after tt went to c doc for my ear.
initially was onli my right ear pain.
then now become 2 ear.
donno y oso. wth la. LOL
after tt went to cat house to c peanut then home sweet home =)
din game til now.
kinda sian la cos no kakkie playin. hahaa.
audition is actually quite boring but its the accompany of frenz which made it not sian. whahaahaa
anw i realised i missed so mani ppl's bdae in my bdae list.
intended to stop at aug but shall post abit more. hahaaa
the red ones are the ones which i missed out =X
sorrie guys =(

*bot mom a perfume for mother's day (settled)
*3 shirts for dad's bdae (settled)
*5 june - bing's bdar (settled)
*6 june - mom's bdae (thinkin of gettin E65 for her but im damn broke)
*5 june - bunny's bdae (if im not wrong, mayb go out eat or wat. lolx)
* june - reb n hj bdae. (die sia i forgt when. psps will meet up for dinner. heez)
*17 june - father's bdae (mayb combine cost for a annual father's day dinner with relatives)
*12 july - russell's bdae (this boy bdae gives mi headache!)
*12 july - drea, my tummy's bdae! (LOL! donno wat to get for her. but will definitely meet her. lol)
*27 july - joyce bdae (andrea shall settle her present! LOL!)
*4 aug - dee's bdae (shall c wat to buy. lolx)
*6 aug - ying's bdae (die die oso must meet her)
*17 aug - gay's bdae! (DEFINITELY will celebrate with moo n kiat)
*17 aug - cassie's bdae (celebrate with nana. haha. will meet her de =])
*19 aug - amos's bdae (LOL. c how they goanna celebrate. 21st, don pray pray!! LOL)
*23 aug - nana's bdae! (LOL! tis one tough ques on wat to buy. lol)
*29 aug - jessica's bdae (LOL should b meetin up for a meal bahx. hahaaas)
*6 sept - son's bdae (should be meet the clique for a meal bahx. hahaa)
*16 oct - kiats bdae! (DEFINITELY will celebrate with moo n gay! cannot forget sia!)
*17 nov - qing's bdae (must meet her! heez)
*24 nov - debb's bdae (get her a present? LOL. hahaas)
*14 dec - bett's bdae (LOL. meet them go eat. ahaha. bett sure open chalet n sure clash with my exams -.-")
*25 dec - GG LA TIS DATE-_-" i'll be damn fuckin broke. LOLs.
*31 dec - roy's bdae (tis oso a big ques. 21st bdae too n tis must celebrate. 3rd yr nv celebrate le. we must get him a big present. haha. sry roy =X)

n suddenly somehow i feel time flies damn fast.
i feel like travelling with my bestiies but im like so damn broke can?
i miss takin flights. =X
i realli hope hong kong trip is still on though it will be my 4th time there =X.
if one day someone ask mi who i envy most,
i'll say i envy my small aunt the most.
she's like havin such a good life.
so much frenz n i always c her travelling and buyin the latest hp n a nice car for herself.
i know she worked damn hard for it. hahaaa
but im lazy. so impossible. LOLx. shall stop here =(
*yawnsssssssssssssssssssss
*im sleepyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Friday, May 25, 2007

happy bdae dearest dad =)
today is his bdae n i've got him 3 shirts for work.
hope he likes it.
i seriously dislike buyin guys' bdae present cos i simply sux at doin so!
though i seldom speak to him, i hope he knows tat its not tt i don wanna tok to him.
is i donno wat to say.
whenever i say things, he like so pissed off.
so dao.
whenever speakin abt bear issue, we will fight.
tts y i always stay in my room as long as i could n play com all day.
wont b celebratin with him too cos he will b goin for bowlin too.
if he's happy, we r happi =)

exams comin n im still so slack.
im sure i will fail.
fuck la.
i don even know wat i wanna do afteri grad.
cos i seriously HATE tis course.

anw nana sent mi smt meaningful but its in my lappy n im currently usin com.
will upload soon.
kinda true. thanks ger.
many mistaken mi as a no tempr ger..
its not tti;ve no temper.
i keep quiet n not quarrel with u is not cos i am afraid of u.
but its if i fight with u, the consequence will nv be nice.

i had audi-ing with u though i seldom audi with u.
u made mi go n find u n u went mia.
shit u man!
have not been in the mood of audi recently.
or rather not in the mood for anythin.
hate my life.
wat a fucked up life i have.
i miss talkin to so mani ppl..
i miss my bestiie too =)
i've so mani things to tok to u but u r always busy. sad case
drea n ying said im so busy with audi.
sry gers.. mayb i should quit audi n go back to my normal life.
i prefer those hangin out til late times.. haiz..

tml im meetin my other clique of bestiie.
so glad to meet them though i know we cant hang out late cos one of them goin malaysia soon.
n after tml, i guess we will have to meet after exams..
i'll miss u 4 de.
i miss hanging out with u all n havin mid nite talks the most =(

anw so mani bdaes comin up soon n im broke.
kinda sad.
*bot mom a perfume for mother's day (settled)
*3 shirts for dad's bdae (settled)
*5 june - bing's bdar (settled)
*6 june - mom's bdae (thinkin of gettin E65 for her but im damn broke)
*9 june - bunny's bdae (if im not wrong, mayb go out eat or wat. lolx)
* june - reb n hj bdae. (die sia i forgt when. psps will meet up for dinner. heez)
*17 june - father's bdae (mayb combine cost for a annual father's day dinner with relatives)
*12 july - russell's bdae (this boy bdae gives mi headache!)
*12 july - drea, my tummy's bdae! (LOL! donno wat to get for her. but will definitely meet her. lol)
*27 july - joyce bdae (andrea shall settle her present! LOL!)
*4 aug - dee's bdae (shall c wat to buy. lolx)
*6 aug - ying's bdae (die die oso must meet her)
*17 aug - gay's bdae! (DEFINITELY will celebrate with moo n kiat)
*19 aug - amos's bdae (LOL. c how they goanna celebrate. 21st, don pray pray!! LOL)
*23 aug - nana's bdae! (LOL! tis one tough ques on wat to buy. lol)
*16 oct - kiats bdae! (DEFINITELY will celebrate with moo n gay! cannot forget sia!)

thas all for now.
im bad with dates.
so tt means im goin to b broke all the way til end of aug.
n if im goin to hong kong, its a GG to mi!
SAD CASE!

Thursday, May 24, 2007

FUCKIN PISSED LA!
FUCK LA!
I HAD ENOUGH!
DON PROVOKE MI OR U WILL GET TO C MY TRUE COLORS!
TOTALLY NO MOOD FOR AUDI!
FUCKER!

Monday, May 21, 2007

i've so many things on my mind..
yet i don feel like sayin it out..
i guess im jus having mood swings..
i hate cheering ppl up when im so down.
my fren jus sms-ed mi tellin mi she's so moody n yet she is leavin for malaysia tml.
i realli hope i can stop thinkin!
had dinner with dearest family today at defu lane.
food is nice but i prefer the drunken prawns from macpheson lane.
my xiao yi told mi aunty fong's air tix to spore cost US$3000+++..
i was like wtf so ex..
n i uess she wont be stayin with us. haha
i still rem those times 7 yrs back when we chase after the last train home.
it was on chinese new yr eve when i hung out with all my 3 aunts n my dearest russell.
went clark quey n my bro played the bull game. so funni.
remembering those times when i used to send xmas cards to her n my beloved frenz. haha..
i miss doin so but im lazy =X
im so envious of my aunt n bro.
my aunt travels so often n my bro always gets to travel with his sch n frenz.
he's goin london!
today on my way to dinner, my dad drove pass lor halus.
n he said smt which made mi so down the whole day.
he said "that's pepper home town".
i seriously miss him la.
i donno y but nowadays i realli miss him alot..
realli alot....
can someone pls stop mi from thinkin?!
i;ve been thinkin alot recently.
im damn bloody tired but when im lyin on the bed i cant get to slp.
n when i cant slp i start thinkin.. ARRGH!
i hate myself for thinkin so much!
n i hope my grandpa's high blood condition will improve bahz..
i feel smt is missin from my life..
i guess its those laugher i used to have everyday..
now everyone seems so busy with their lives..
n at times im realli tired of contactin ppl..
recently i don contact ppl.
i guess is they contact mi de...
awwwww wat am i thinkin?!
anw im so glad i met up with moo n gay the other day.
i seriously miss them alot.
kiat do get well soon.
bon voage my best bud =)

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!
WAT THE FUCKING HELL I WAN?!
i feel so lost!
i wan my pepper, eno n bunnies back!
i miss u guys alot esp my darlin pepper =(
COME BACK PLS!

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

been thinkin alot recently...
hai..
sometimes i wonder y i think so much?
for months, i've been considering if i should...
today dad din fetch mi as my project ended late.
thrughout the 45 mins journey to yishun, i've been thinkin of so mani things...
and fuck it.
i had my complextion.
it sucks n do come n tell mi my skin is bad.
i'll kill u.
i onli have myself to blame.
watever lah!
anw ytd pon WET.
cos reach sch they say mr tan was on mc.
so decided not to wait n went to visit my grandma.
been so long since i last saw her..
cos din celebrate mothers day last sun.
we postponed to tis sun cos there r too mani ppl n we cant order ala cart.
anw grandma told mi my usa aunt might be returnin to spore tis aug or sept or latest next yr jan.
she seemed so happi upon tellin mi but when i ask how long will she be stayin in spore,
she told mi 10 days with a im-so-disappointed look.
been 7 yrs since we last seen her.
tt explains y my grandma hopes she will stay longer ba. whahahaa
anw mom told mi tis mornin maybe we will be goin to hong kong with her cos she has nv been there before.
but i was like persuadin her to change to some other countries as i've been to hong kong 3 times.
the most recent one was on 2005 when i went there twice.
don expect mi to buy things back.
cos im so damn bloody broke!
next month i have to pay 274 bucks for face n hp bills.
oh. im in such a pathetic shit!
fuck it!
my worrie is my bear..
i hope lala will b able to look after him for mi..
for once, i din game tonite.
or should i say onli game 4 rounds.
donno y i seemed so wierd when cat, gay or cookie din game with mi. LOL
when they din game i oso don realli feel like playin. whahaaa.
cos nana don wan pei mi play!
evil ger!
anw i seriously miss so mani of my bestiies.
been so long since i last chat with them.
awwwww..
i feel so down.
im jus afraid history will repeat.
damn it!
but im fine. no worries =)
gd news from peiye.
she says she will b comin back to spore tis june.
but its like for 3 days onli.
better then nth.
kinda miss her.. hahaaa
take care ger n happi belated bdae^^
i seriously miss my laugher production.
its part of beggarsect jus tt its onli has 4 ppl.
i miss goin out with them n goin crazy over sushi, beard papa, cable cars, cam-wore n etc..

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

watched don look back with cat n nana.
haha.
donno y for the first time i don feel scared at all.
i guess snakes freak mi out more.
had kfc for dinner then while we were on woodlands platform watin for the train to come, we suddenly came up with a idea of goin to the uk fun fair.
so one trip wasted but was worth it la. haha
as we were friggin broke,
we can onli afford one game.
we played the challenger which cost us 10 bucks each.
very fun.
BUT...
after playin, 3 of us felt damn uncomfortable.
when we reached yishun, 3 of us went to the handicap toilet.
cat started vomittin followed by mi.
nana was the onli strong one. haha
cos today cat n i still don feel well while nana says she's perfectly fine.
I HATE U NANA!

reached sch late today.
30 mins late n tt fucking katayon marked mi absent.
shit her la.
ppl late 1 hr she oso let them sign.
jus cos of tt nathan sittin behind the class, she act til so string.
if i knew she will mark mi late, i rather don go sch.
she claims tt she's perfect.
OMG. if she's perfect then she wont b a mini lecturer in ngee ann poly liao.
dad din fetch mi today.
kinda sian cos was havin headache. hahaa
audition time^^

to my dearest fren C n fren M,
don worry be happi ok? heez.
i know recently u very sad n troubled.
things will turn out fine de..
no matter wat, u still have us k? heez.
cheer up ba.

Saturday, May 05, 2007

nth much to blog.
been lazy..
jus came back from cathy's place.
accompanied her to bring peanut for her first vacination.
she's brave.
she did even cry at all but when we carried her, i know she's in pain.
cos she cried.
poor ger..
today is her 2 month bdae but she had to get her injection done.
dream of pepper last nite..
been so long since he came into my dream..
recently saw alot of pepper's breed everywhere.
whenever i c him, its like i c my darling pepper again..
in my heart, he's nv dead.no other dogs can replace his position in my heart..
he jus went to a faraway land..
i seriously miss him alot alot alot..
i reali hate the vet who gave mi false hope.
he siad pepper will be well in a few days time but still he passed away..
i can still rem his tongue turned black.and i din eve get o accompany him til his las breath..
he must be damn sad tt i wasn't with him when he neede me most..
but i realli had to go..
i din have any choice.the moment i was back, i called the petshop and they said he passed away..
my heart sank..
but i had to accept.
my mom consoled me and said pepper is a very good boy.
i knew he was cos he nv once gave mi prob.
he knew i cant bear to let him go and so he left when i wasn't with him..
my greatest regret was tt i did not take a singl pic with him at all.
i hated him for leavin mi so early..
i donno how's eno n happy doin now..
but i hope they are fine..
my bunnies too..
however, i still love my beloved bear bear now.
though he can be very rebellious, he's cute at times.
hahaa.thanks to all who chipped in esp lala. heeezlove u guys^^
have not been meetin with the laugher production for abt a month le.
i miss them most.
with them, i can forgt everythin..
hahaa. when shall we meet?!
i miss lala too.
she's so busy.
poor her..
i miss ms ang and megan.
megan must be very big now.
should be able to call mummy n daddy le.
haha i miss ying too.
nv contact each other so long le.
wonder how is she..
must b busy workin and tired bahx..
k la. nth to write le..
let pic do he talkin..

*pepper come back pls...*

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