RaChEw: January 2010

mix of emotions.
angry, disappointed but also happy.
seriously when i saw dee, i almost cried!
gave her a thank you hug and yes babe, thanks for everything!

i hoped to celebrate with you.
but u will be busy.
so i guess this yr will jus pass like this then.

anw really thanks for accompanying me.
really felt much much better and i really appreciate watever u did.
hahahahaa but i didnt know u were tgt with them!
but i think on ur bdae i will get u ur star awards! =))

the thought of it really boils me.
seriously.
to the max.

honestly speaking, im not selfish.
jus that i know its her fav.
though its so fuckin precious, i still brought one slice for u.
even wanted to keep til after sales month end and take a pic of it but shirley told me not to.
yet he ate the last bite of it.
fucking du lan.

first thing, yes i was damn fuckin pissed off with his attitude ALL ALONG esp when ppl complain to me about him.
so what if u r promoted to a director when ALMOST ALL UR FUCKING PEOPLE ARE DAMN PISSED OFF WITH U!
fuck it man! fucking du lan.
and seriously thanks for spoiling my day.

if u wanna talk to me about it, wait til im more chilled.
i almost wanted to give u a tight slap jus now.
let me fucking tell u that.
fuck off i will wait and see how ur ppl talk to u.
u wanna be director right.
go fuckin fight for it and ignore ur ppl's welfare.
and i will wait and see HOW MANY PEOPLE FUCKING LEAVE U FUCK!

woke up today and received many wishes!
thank you for all the wishes!
but most importantly, jus wanna say a big THANK YOU to shirley yeo!
she baked a orea cheesecake for me!
so sweet of her and it taste so nice!

saw the picture and love it tonnes!
alright blog when im back!

maybe what i guessed few weeks back was right.
but i shall not conclude first.
if im right, then all i can say is that im quite disappointed.
2nd time consecutive man.

when im home even ls sense i was unhappy.
oh dear...
hmmmm... maybe im the one pinning too much hopes on u.

nevertheless, my 16 yrs of fren came all the way to office to surprise me!
thanks lindee my dear!
hahahahaha

talking about bdae wishes.
i've never thought of it before and usually i dont celebrate my bdae.
my best celebration was the one with jl last yr.
hahaha.. they all surprised me with a cake.
cos i dont usually eat cake on bdae.. hhahaa

bdae wishes...
i doubt it will come through.
cos it has never once came through.
oh well.. in fact bdae is jus another day =)

slept at 8am ad was soooooo damn tired.
BUT today my day started extremely well =)
dont crash my hope please..
dont....

anw i think its time to get out of it.
when i find the courage, actions will be done.

very tired....
so so so so so many things to settle at one go..
seeing you so troubled every single day breaks my heart.
hopefully u will back to ur old self soon my dear =)

hopefully bear recovers soon..
his medical bills is no joke and im payin myself..
damn worried but i hope i can manage..
he needs to go for his review and another blood test later on.
hopefully everything will be fine.
do keep him in prayers if possible.
he's one of my dearest..

cashflow over at jason's place.
been about slightly more than half a yr since i last played it.
hahahaa.. but was fun.
been assisting people after since but today i got to play! hee

anw i donno y things end up like this.
but its alright.
cool with it.. and i hope for the best for u my dear =)
all the best!

feeling so old!!!
if im not wrong, tue will be rodney's bdae.
wed is xinyi's
thus my aunt's
fri is mine..
not feeling excited though cos im not really lookin forward to it anw.
hahaa

please keep bear in prayers..
he is suffering from fits..
gave me a huge shock on sun night when i reached home after jimmy's wedding.
on mon sent him to the vet and he was hospitalised.
didnt know he was discharged today til i reached home and realise he was barking.
cant let him out cos when he got excited fits will be back.
his medical cost me a bomb and tml he needs to take an ultrasound.
then on fri he will need another blood test..
pls bless him and keep him in ur prayers...
ur help is very much appreciated.

anw i think its time to give up.
slowly, it takes time i think.
trying to take things a step at a time..
god please answer my prayers though i did alot of sinful things.

feeling weird but fuck care!
hahaha! i cant be bothered anw.
o yes i wonder if u saw it thus the comment.
but its ok.
i dont mean anything but jus needed a place to rant.
else i will jus explode!

thanks bud for always being there listening to my rants and calling me at the most crucial period man! HAHA
damn fuckin tired man today..
slept like onli 2 hrs and i went out..
rushed home and slp til about 11pm and now im damn awake!
so dead!
later gotta meet lindee around 930am.
HAHAHA!!
god bless me man!

then gotta rush cos i need to go suntec to buy smt.
then have to reach office at 2!
wow so damn rush but its tough to have a slot whereby dee and i can meet tgt!
so i shall wake up and meet her!!!
are u honored anot hur lindee chum! LOL
im well known for sleepin throughout the day one u know!! HAHA

o yes and later is jimmy's wedding dinner!
may u have a bliss marriage bro!
see u later tonight! =)

=)

fuck it..
down with flu for no reason again.
hate it lor...
rejected my mom to go kl and malaysia on march.
hahhaa. cos it crashed with best's birthday.
not exactly la but hahaa i got my reasons.

heard a piece of shocking news jus now..
cant believe it man.
sigh i think it jus sucks man!
and i cant believe of what u have asked.
cos its been a long time since i felt u bothered.
haha

anw i had a very nice and long chat with ai ling last night.
both of us cant get to slp and decided to chat on the phone.
hahahaa... its been so damn long since we last chatted.
alright. shall stop here and i hope ur body will not break down!

u r really an idiot without EQ.
fyi ur EQ dropped alot and u r slowly pissing every single one of them off.
even ur best fren my dear brother!
for goodness sake, go fuckin think about it!
i got immuned to it but for the past 2 night, 3 ppl came and tok to me about u.
so do think about it.

people do change i definitely know about it.
but they change for the better.
u changed for the better but maybe somehow u jus overlooked at the way u speak.
i will not interfere in ur ways of handling but i will NEVER stop lendin my ear to them if they need it for they are like my brothers, my good frens now.
if u would like to cont being so arrogant, NEVER expect me to feedback u a single shit.
if u noticed, for the past 2 weeks, i didnt feedback u anything.
for i think u r too much and i shouldnt waste my breath talkin to you since u had no respect for US.

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on the happier side, went town to look for a wedding gift.
couldnt find it and i really wish to dye my hair SOON!
HAHA cant wait to play cashflow 202.
i was at cini this evening. so was ls baby.
but didnt bump into her!
NO FATE MY DEAR! HAHAHAHA

went for hairshow early in the morning..
i feel shirley's and alvin's hair is nice.
very unique and i truely think that they should win..
the judges are so damn unfair! =(

received a bomb halfway through out the show and my mood was fucking affected..
so surprised that the call came jus in time..
thanks for all the encouragements u gave and for keepin ur lips sealed. =)
very very worried but at least i had someone to rant to on the spot. haass.

really very very tired..
need to get some rest and i hope to meet ls, sl and angela soon!
=)

freaking tired.
and i think this time round im really falling sick.
i can feel the sore in my throat and i've been sneezing alot recently.
slept for 4hrs and dee and shirley woke me up.

reached salon ard 930am.
wow been so long since i woke up specially to meet lin! HAHA =)
honoured anot? haha
plus i did my hair! =)

headed to office after that and was tokin to people..
sharing with them some things and then we celebrated amanda's bdae!
hahahaa
wanted to have sakae buffet dinner but there isnt any.
went to waraku instead and had one of the best dinner with the best company.

jus a little pity those i wanted to be there wasnt there..
but well.. i couldnt do anything.
followed by cash flow at my place til about 4.30am.
this time was quite fast!
sent them downstairs and now i should try to sleep!
meeting lin's mom at 11.30am i think! HAHAHAH

sudd feel very lost when i heard smt..
im so dead..
recently i accidently revealed the negative side of me.
fuckin du lan but i jus cant help it...
i know i shouldnt but jus wanted to see if u could help me find my directions back..

unknowingly my bdae is nearing.
this year im totally not in the mood for that.
closest frens are either busy or out of town.
sales month endin on 31 and so i bet best wont have time for me.
boss leavin for bkk on my bdae itself but he was sweet enough to suggest a meet up on the day before he departs.
haha but i guess he will be busy..

this year i guess i wont be celebrating.
haaa.. though i always meet best on the actual day itself but its her crucial mth.
hmmmmmm after ls baby say go malaysia, i sudd felt like goin genting.
nigel randomly asked jus now but i rejected.. hahaaa
hopefully the dream will come true!
boss go get the car and we will all go diff parts of malaysia to explore!

it was a nice meet up..
alot of emotions tonight.
thinkin of bdae i become damn sian.
fuck it...
anw i doubt u will rem the date this yr unless someone reminds u.

dramatic but i find it so fucking damn true!
Saying "It's ok" but secretly knowing its killing you inside.

its because i used to say ok to almost every single thing which made me realise i should stop.
raise my disagreements and not let ppl take advantage cos i had enough.
i felt so happy when i saw a particular sentence in my text message today.
u don have to express it but by the way of talkin, i know im not taken for advantage and that u really appreciate the things i did for u.
jia you and u r never alone!
i might be gone, might seldom see me, but u know im always here with u!
jus a phone call away sweets! =)

happy 2010.
sry for being lag. haaaa...

a pity i missed it...
quite disappointed too cos its been quite some time since i met up with every single one of them..
when i left settlers, i was half dead alrd and it was damn late..
somehow or rather they were leavin john's place alrd =(

2009 was a year full of ups and downs..
hopefully 2010 will be a better year for my family, pets and close frens..
currently only exchanged resolutions with one fren. haaa...
first met up with kent nigel and shirley after the new yr started..
played wii over at shirley's place.. hahaa..
was fun and really hope to spend a little more time with them when we all can before kent starts sch and nigel starts working..

u gave me a shock today..
seriously a shock but i'll do my best. haaa
really really hope 2010 will be a yr where i will not be troubled.

met up with ls, sl and angela!
wow after so many months of planning we finally met up!!
and their company was fabulous!
we have endless topic and we should meet up more often but this also means we will get fat easily! HAHA\
i believe if the 4 of us were to go on shopping spree, its the end man!!
we wil shop til we drop!!!!!!!
hee...

finally realise smt..
and i also feel damn old..
gonna be 22 this year..
and my idiotic boss is leavin for bkk on my bdae! WHAT A GOOD BOSS HUR!!
hahaha but he's nice!
he said we'll all meet up the night before he fly off!! HAHA
shirley said at least he had the heart! HAHAA

pepper pepper pepper..
its been 7 long years..
and i still miss u so... =(

somehow i feel the satisfaction.
i don fuckin care if u guys appreciate it anymore.
so long as i know i did my best to help out and when i see them feeling much better, i feel so much happier. =)

mummy, really thanks for everything..
you're really the one who has been through thick and thin with me and i really appreciate it..
without u, i wont be here.

RaChEw

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