ate in canteen 3 n i din finish my portion. then my gastric was back. suddenly on my way back to class i felt like vomitting but i din tell them. haha. suddenly my bad flu came n went into IAQ class. damn tt lec. give such a stupid grouping. hate him la. spoilt my mood even more. wanted to skip IAQ n go to the doc but dropped tt idea. n i jus realised tt for the past 3 days, i've been takin double dose of medication unknowingly. GG to mi. no wonder my heart has been beatin quite fast recently. but today better le. blur mi.
then on my way home my dad kp mi abt bear bear. haiz. i oso donno wat to do lahx.. i wont give up on my bear de lor.. he's my life.. think i should seriously cut down on scoldin my F word bahx.. mani ppl sayin mi le. though i don like ppl to say mi, but its the truth n i have to accept it.. haiz.. gay offered mi a job. pay is quite good. very tempted but am worried tt i wont be able to cope with my studies. i don wanna retain any modules. n my GPA has been droppin quite alot. makes mi even no motivation to chiong for exams..
recently, mani of my frenz have been feeling down too. mostly bestiies and goodies bahx.. hope everythin will be fine bahx. family conflicts, friendship conflicts n bgr conflicts. everyone is damn tired of it. when will all these come to an end? we r damn sian of it liao.. hope things will change for the better bahx. gay told mi online that life is boring. i agree. very very boring indeed. i have no life. after sch go home either game or chat. then slp. so no life. then the job he offer mi realli temp mi.. should i accept it?? haiz.. abt driving i oso sian. he has to wait for like 3 - 4 months jus to take the lisence. damn long lor. think liao oso sian. tt's y i don wanna take so early. i oso no motivation to study for the basic theory. assigements are piling up. quiz next week n soon common test is comin. then here comes my attachment. am totally so not lookin forward to it. haiz...
*INTERNAL SCREAMS*
posted by RaChEw @ Thursday, November 09, 2006
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