RaChEw

amk intensive for the last 2 weeks and the coming last week with darling ls.
hate the night shift managers there!
they jus deserve to be shot in the head.

for a moment i was proud of myself for the achievement..
esp sis.. her sms really brought me satisfaction.
at least i had no regrets..
jus regreted having alot of debts and trusting people too easily.
boss jokingly said i finally followed his footsteps.

hahaha but when sis asked me y i still check out on her when i shouldn't, i began searching for the answer but to no avail.
mayb its jus cos for the past 7yrs i treated her as a family, a sister..
like how i treat my darling sister amanda!
she told me i should jus totally stop and ignore.
but well.. at least im doing baby steps?

i hate it after a long day of studies and when i reach home people ask about her.
but i don blame them, cos they donno wat happened.
after this long 7 years, i learnt not to trust people too easily.
even ur closest fren!
at least im glad i didnt tell her somethings which i always wanted.

i hope everything will be fine.
serious..
argh....
else i'll be so dead.

anw im thinking of giving up alrd my dear.....
im sorry but i think i should go back to my old life..
i don like my mind over words actions for these few months.
so no backbone!
im sorry my dearest!

and let me end my post with this quote extracted from tumblr....

posted by RaChEw @ Sunday, October 03, 2010