my life is fuckin messed up. watever man. damn disappointed in someone. i always does my best n help u yet u in turn show mi attitude. its not the first time but a few time. i kept quiet thinkin u know that i was pissed but i donno if u know. seems like u don. last time u know when u made mi pissed n we sort things out easily through a sms b4 we slp. but now u don. u jus accumulate and go mia throughout the nite. the next day i was waitin for u to say y u were pissed but u din. if u don say things out, i really foresee a huge cold war. cos i donno y were u pissed n the next time if i did the same things, u will be X10 pissed. then jus now i called u with the intention of askin u if u goin for meetin tml if not i bring the empty files for u. then u msn mi with n told mi not to irritate u. everytime i kana from u is always so sudden. i donno y but sometimes i realli donno wat u wan. wheneber u needed a listenin ear, i will always offer to lend u mine. jus like for the past few days, things happened n i was there listen to u rant things. i tried to help. though i know i was of little help, i know i did my best. ytd when i was muggin for my NPMC, u needed my help to crap, i stopped my work n helped u. the notes came out in such a mess is oso not wat i wan. im sure my mom did her best if not not mani trees will be killed. u should get wat i mean.. then suddenly cos of notes u attitude mi. i know mayb u r tired but u jus bomb mi like tis. i can onli tell u my feelin is worst then how u felt today of wat happened in sch. i said my piece. u may be even pissed after readin tis, but sometimes i jus hope u will understand and talk things out. its onli recently that we quarrel over such a small issue. last time u weren't even bothered by such things. my words may be very harsh but im sorrie. i jus don wanna accumulate cos after speakin to debb abt wat history happened, she told mi to always tok things out or infinite wars will b arriving. take care my fren. i still treasure u as my bestiie...anw GG to my NPMC. don wanna tok abt it. i know i will fail the paper. i know i will. damn. hate it when i did my best to study yet i cant do the paper. fuck lor. watever. anw jus to update i realli saw typical singaporeans aunties at cwp arcard on sun. tml new class. same class as jess, roy n bunny. so coincidental. we din gang up to choose. hope will b fun bahx but i know i will have no Mood for anythin. watever. loggin off. not in the mood. watever man! fucked up life with fucked up conflicts!! hate such fuckin lives!
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