sometimes i wonder how u became so strong..
it really surprised me alot..
tho we donno each other in person, i've heard so much about u from so many people..
5 years is neither too long nor too short..
and i see u taking it so well tho in ur blog u has emo posts, it was like 1/10?
damn admire u man my dearest gurl! =)
i believe u deserve someone so much better!
really...... he is not worth for a single drop of ur tear anymore...
for there r things which u donno but i know....
cos i still have my sources...
i wish u all the best and may u become stronger as days goes by! =)
i saw the picture of a rabbit on a random fb acc..
reminds me so much of my bling bling rabbit which i left at small gas ghost's hse...
haven got a chance to get it back..
how saddening..
and sometimes i wonder......
if i should jus leave it there n jus leave forever.........
sometimes like wat a fren told me, it seems like god send u a msg..
and u will appear again...
and im really pissed off...
really.... sometimes i really wonder how come u changed completely...
to become so superficial...
really... sometimes it jus hurts to know u've lost someone so close to u..
but well... sometimes in life we jus gotta learn how to let go...
and im really glad i found many close ones..
of cos i trust my dearest sister the most and we really share alot of stuffs..
mayb its because we have somehow some similar mentality in mind..
or mayb goals? for we love travelling and we can almost chat about anything..
even the darkest secret... whom i tot i will never say it out..
surprisingly i don feel as painful as how i usually do when i heard wat she said...
mayb its b'cos i've recovered..
i wouldnt say fully recovered but mayb 70%?
im not in need of many frens...
i jus need those whom are close to my heart with me will do..
they are the ones whom went through thick and thin with me..
and they are as follows... not accordingly...
sry if i missed out any... =(
dearest sister AMANDA LIM,
someone who plays a core party in my recovery..
really.. we could jus call each other using our hp and chat for more than an hr!
and really chat about anything under the sun!
smt which i've never shared with la i could jus share openly with her..
many things if people were to know, they will be really shock..
both of us found out too many ugly facts of people and the true colors of them tgt..
shopping in bkk, travelling and next will be diving!
really hopping she wouldnt leave sg but its fun to have frens overseas..
this gives me an additional excuse to travel! =)
precious daughter SHIRLEY,
somehow i must still thank her for this dearest gal...
someone whom i really hated to the core when i first knew her..
but well.. she's really a nice gal...
someone who brought lots of laughers into my life..
tho we dont hang out as often as we used to, but its always very heart warming to see her..
the smile she always carrys on her face..
and i really hope she finds someone who will treasure and love her more than she does..
for i don wan to see her tear anymore....
and i would really love to travel with her once again!
she has good sense of direction and will always help me with my food! heee...
if i ever have extra cash, i promise her next bdae present will be even better than last year's one!
darling LI YING,
my dearest..... no words can ever express how thankful i am for u..
i promise i will always be there for u whenever u need!
really... but i really hope u will learn to love urself more..
and when i have spare cash, we'll go taiwan tgt.
really! i might always scold u.. but i really hope u learn from everything..
for i dont wan u to be hurt anymore...
lao gong AMANDA LEE,
wow this darling of mine for 12 years!
we can meet like only 4 times a yr but nothing can tear us apart!
and we can have countless of topic to chat non stop!
someone who is always there for me...
not physically but mentally!
i hope nothing will drift us apart my dear!
for u r really precious to me! =)
CASSANDRA the used to be enemy,
whahahhahaa.. nice captions!
used to hate her to the core!
seriously.. but somehow one day in sec 4 during dnt lesson, we became good friends..
how amazing life can be yeah? hahahaa
tho we tok cock really alot, always look like we will kill each other anytime but we really treasure everything we have tgt..
going to her hse to play with whisky and baily and the pool is jus so fun!
of cos with my dearest lqw! heheee...
jiayou for exams and we'll have fun soon babe!
JIACHEE the gay,
hahahahaa pls don mistaken!
this is really one of my best buddy and he's totally straight.
jus tt i forgotten how his nick came about.. hahahaa
one might see him so playful but he's really someone nice to chat with..
really miss those sushi tei days.. haaa...
so far in my life, he only scared me once and it was on my bdae...
but really, thank god everything was fine..
im sure he heard all of our constant prayers..
and 3yrs will pass very soon!
and i'll be sitting ur car once again bro! =)
KENT the boss,
wow this boss here is speechless!
really... whenever i feel god damn pissed, i'll text him asking if he's asleep..
cos its usually in the wee hours..
and after sayin everything out, i'll feel so much better!
the 4 of us said we wanna go malaysia roadtrip again!
hopefully after shirley got her passport next yr yeah! hahahaa
and im glad u r 99% recovered!
really happy for u and we must really catch up real soon!
after ur exams okay!!
by then shirley n i will definitely be free! hahahahaa
JESSICA aka ah teooooooooo,
i was so touched by her text on sat when i reached home..
she wanted to offer her help but it was out of her reach..
i hope she'll stay strong too!
and im sure u can my dearest!
starbucks and salad can jus be so fun!
cant wait for all the unglam pictures! hahahhaa
next up in the list, swimming?!
CHLOE the forever so cheerful babe,
been through alot with this gal..
ups and down...
many quarrels but somehow really one of the best...
even to the extend of studyin for psle, olevels and even for uni tgt..
tho there r many things which we din share, i still wish her the best..
really..
somehow we drifted apart but there r jus so many things which i wished i could share with u...
for i guess u r one of them who really knows me well..
but i guess its impossible?? haa...
see u on fri for steamboat darl!
LI SAN my darling,
wow this babe!!!
hahahahahaaa of cos one of the closest man!!!
tho diff class le but still quite close..
i thank god i found such a precious gem in my uni life..
i hate it cos nw i cant have u to teach me for my exams and i really lost my motivation to study totally when i am in diff class with u n chloe..
but well.. this is life....
we should really travel tgt!
really! heee and im so glad u r leading a better life now!
cheers to ur current harvok lifestyle baby! =)
SUNSHINE the always special one,
haha.. im sorry.. no photo will be uploaded..
someone whom other than my dearest sister, knows everything..
every secret of mine.. the darkest secret..
but really thanks so much for always being there on my worst days..
u always knew wat to say and wat not to say in the right time..
tho i really hate some of ur characters, but i still cant help but to accept u..
missing u and the happy days we have for we seldom have time for each other..
and i really miss staying over and jus slacking watchin movies...
there r so many promised u made but were unfulfilled..
the malaysia trip, the treat, the meal u will prepare and many more..
cant rem le but if i read back my older posts, i definitely can find it..
will all these ever come through?
my buddy ANDREW & TRINA gal,
wow.. no words can express how grateful i have them in my life!
the trust they have in me...
i really hope both of u are fine and that i'll be able to hear the wedding bells in years to come! =)
those mj sessions and those days where we could jus do nth but to jus slack..
wishin u guys all the best for ur last sem in sch children!
my brothers JASON, ANDY & GLENDON
hahahahhaaa.. this 3 are the craziest!
never ending jokes when we all meet up..
esp for crab feast! hahahaa
we'll all travel tgt okay!
else we'll travel to the states to visit our dearest amanda and jason!
HASLINDA the gentle babe,
haha this babe came into my life once again after we all left..
i got a shock when i sudd received her text one evening and we started chatting..
and from then on many truth surfaced..
always encouraging one another be it for life or sch..
babe, jy for ur last sem!
hope ya grandma is recovering well! =)
ANDREA the tummy, BETTINA my dearest smlj sis and ESTHER,
hahahhahaa this 3 are one of my longest batch of colleagues!
tho we seldom meet but we are always having never ending topics whenever we meet!
pic will be up once i get it from son! hahahaa
too long the 4 of us nv take pic tgt le..
and im so happy for bett that she found her happiness!
we should really meet up soon!
LINDEE the precious gem,
my longest childhood fren whom can be considered as a family friend..
someone who was there for me at my lowest peak.
supporting me and keepin me sane by bringin me to genting!
love ya deep deep!!
we should travel more often!! hahahahhaaa
and i promise i'll be there for u whenever u need me okay! =D
dearest SUEANN mummy,
i can never express how much gratitude towards tis pretty lady here...
really miss her loads...
due to some circumstances, its been months since i last seen her and max daddy..
of cos i do miss her alot..
someone who was really there on my worst days..
keepin me sane for sure..
always guiding me with the right direction...
i jus wanna say i love u mummy! <3
someone who plays a core party in my recovery..
really.. we could jus call each other using our hp and chat for more than an hr!
and really chat about anything under the sun!
smt which i've never shared with la i could jus share openly with her..
many things if people were to know, they will be really shock..
both of us found out too many ugly facts of people and the true colors of them tgt..
shopping in bkk, travelling and next will be diving!
really hopping she wouldnt leave sg but its fun to have frens overseas..
this gives me an additional excuse to travel! =)
precious daughter SHIRLEY,
somehow i must still thank her for this dearest gal...
someone whom i really hated to the core when i first knew her..
but well.. she's really a nice gal...
someone who brought lots of laughers into my life..
tho we dont hang out as often as we used to, but its always very heart warming to see her..
the smile she always carrys on her face..
and i really hope she finds someone who will treasure and love her more than she does..
for i don wan to see her tear anymore....
and i would really love to travel with her once again!
she has good sense of direction and will always help me with my food! heee...
if i ever have extra cash, i promise her next bdae present will be even better than last year's one!
darling LI YING,
my dearest..... no words can ever express how thankful i am for u..
i promise i will always be there for u whenever u need!
really... but i really hope u will learn to love urself more..
and when i have spare cash, we'll go taiwan tgt.
really! i might always scold u.. but i really hope u learn from everything..
for i dont wan u to be hurt anymore...
lao gong AMANDA LEE,
wow this darling of mine for 12 years!
we can meet like only 4 times a yr but nothing can tear us apart!
and we can have countless of topic to chat non stop!
someone who is always there for me...
not physically but mentally!
i hope nothing will drift us apart my dear!
for u r really precious to me! =)
CASSANDRA the used to be enemy,
whahahhahaa.. nice captions!
used to hate her to the core!
seriously.. but somehow one day in sec 4 during dnt lesson, we became good friends..
how amazing life can be yeah? hahahaa
tho we tok cock really alot, always look like we will kill each other anytime but we really treasure everything we have tgt..
going to her hse to play with whisky and baily and the pool is jus so fun!
of cos with my dearest lqw! heheee...
jiayou for exams and we'll have fun soon babe!
JIACHEE the gay,
hahahahaa pls don mistaken!
this is really one of my best buddy and he's totally straight.
jus tt i forgotten how his nick came about.. hahahaa
one might see him so playful but he's really someone nice to chat with..
really miss those sushi tei days.. haaa...
so far in my life, he only scared me once and it was on my bdae...
but really, thank god everything was fine..
im sure he heard all of our constant prayers..
and 3yrs will pass very soon!
and i'll be sitting ur car once again bro! =)
KENT the boss,
wow this boss here is speechless!
really... whenever i feel god damn pissed, i'll text him asking if he's asleep..
cos its usually in the wee hours..
and after sayin everything out, i'll feel so much better!
the 4 of us said we wanna go malaysia roadtrip again!
hopefully after shirley got her passport next yr yeah! hahahaa
and im glad u r 99% recovered!
really happy for u and we must really catch up real soon!
after ur exams okay!!
by then shirley n i will definitely be free! hahahahaa
JESSICA aka ah teooooooooo,
i was so touched by her text on sat when i reached home..
she wanted to offer her help but it was out of her reach..
i hope she'll stay strong too!
and im sure u can my dearest!
starbucks and salad can jus be so fun!
cant wait for all the unglam pictures! hahahhaa
next up in the list, swimming?!
CHLOE the forever so cheerful babe,
been through alot with this gal..
ups and down...
many quarrels but somehow really one of the best...
even to the extend of studyin for psle, olevels and even for uni tgt..
tho there r many things which we din share, i still wish her the best..
really..
somehow we drifted apart but there r jus so many things which i wished i could share with u...
for i guess u r one of them who really knows me well..
but i guess its impossible?? haa...
see u on fri for steamboat darl!
LI SAN my darling,
wow this babe!!!
hahahahahaaa of cos one of the closest man!!!
tho diff class le but still quite close..
i thank god i found such a precious gem in my uni life..
i hate it cos nw i cant have u to teach me for my exams and i really lost my motivation to study totally when i am in diff class with u n chloe..
but well.. this is life....
we should really travel tgt!
really! heee and im so glad u r leading a better life now!
cheers to ur current harvok lifestyle baby! =)
SUNSHINE the always special one,
haha.. im sorry.. no photo will be uploaded..
someone whom other than my dearest sister, knows everything..
every secret of mine.. the darkest secret..
but really thanks so much for always being there on my worst days..
u always knew wat to say and wat not to say in the right time..
tho i really hate some of ur characters, but i still cant help but to accept u..
missing u and the happy days we have for we seldom have time for each other..
and i really miss staying over and jus slacking watchin movies...
there r so many promised u made but were unfulfilled..
the malaysia trip, the treat, the meal u will prepare and many more..
cant rem le but if i read back my older posts, i definitely can find it..
will all these ever come through?
my buddy ANDREW & TRINA gal,
wow.. no words can express how grateful i have them in my life!
the trust they have in me...
i really hope both of u are fine and that i'll be able to hear the wedding bells in years to come! =)
those mj sessions and those days where we could jus do nth but to jus slack..
wishin u guys all the best for ur last sem in sch children!
my brothers JASON, ANDY & GLENDON
hahahahhaaa.. this 3 are the craziest!
never ending jokes when we all meet up..
esp for crab feast! hahahaa
we'll all travel tgt okay!
else we'll travel to the states to visit our dearest amanda and jason!
HASLINDA the gentle babe,
haha this babe came into my life once again after we all left..
i got a shock when i sudd received her text one evening and we started chatting..
and from then on many truth surfaced..
always encouraging one another be it for life or sch..
babe, jy for ur last sem!
hope ya grandma is recovering well! =)
ANDREA the tummy, BETTINA my dearest smlj sis and ESTHER,
hahahhahaa this 3 are one of my longest batch of colleagues!
tho we seldom meet but we are always having never ending topics whenever we meet!
pic will be up once i get it from son! hahahaa
too long the 4 of us nv take pic tgt le..
and im so happy for bett that she found her happiness!
we should really meet up soon!
LINDEE the precious gem,
my longest childhood fren whom can be considered as a family friend..
someone who was there for me at my lowest peak.
supporting me and keepin me sane by bringin me to genting!
love ya deep deep!!
we should travel more often!! hahahahhaaa
and i promise i'll be there for u whenever u need me okay! =D
dearest SUEANN mummy,
i can never express how much gratitude towards tis pretty lady here...
really miss her loads...
due to some circumstances, its been months since i last seen her and max daddy..
of cos i do miss her alot..
someone who was really there on my worst days..
keepin me sane for sure..
always guiding me with the right direction...
i jus wanna say i love u mummy! <3
of cos there are people whom are impt too..
such as angela, bing, cathay n my class guys..
but i think my post is getting long and its 5am now!
will blog again soon!
LOVES <3
such as angela, bing, cathay n my class guys..
but i think my post is getting long and its 5am now!
will blog again soon!
LOVES <3
posted by RaChEw @ Wednesday, September 22, 2010
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