Monday, November 13, 2006

in CT2 tutorial now. mrs wong changed out tutorial to mon so that we dont have to stay back in sch on thus til 6pm. realli not in the mood bahx. cold war damn sian lor. i donno when will it end. will be workin on sat n sun. tot of workin tml too cos not meetin my fren le n no more pro. but nvm. since she doin her pro, then i shall jus go home. not realli in the mood to work. though i love workin, but am realli realli not in the mood lahx. haiz. wat's happening to mi? its not that i wanna think. its like is auto one. haiz. nvm u guys don understand.. was late today. my mom is out of spore n my dad is not workin but he din wanna wake up to wake mi up.. supposed to have live alarm but nvm.. haiz.. im jus so disappointed bahx. jus showed amos attitude cos he kept lookin at wat i typed. sorrie amos but i realli wasnt in the mood. jus leave mi alone in class bahx. when things r well, i'll be back to normal.. i realli wonder where is my old self. still in search of it bahx. been a few months back since i ever felt so low again. haiz.. i hope tis will b the last bahx. things r jus so fragile. so does frenship.. watever lahx. i jus wanna say i don play ard with frenship. esp bestiie frenships. im not sayin anyone of u all are takin it lightly but i am definitely not.. been havin sleepless nite for the past 2 days. haiz. mayb im jus fated of not havin any real close bestiie. bahx.. i hope things will b sorted out soon. im jus not in the mood la. jus now noise lecture i oso wasn't in the mood. i jus stone in class n not listening. thanks nana and moo for ur comforting words. esp moo. u donno anythin but u showed ur concern. drea too. sorrie. sorrie peiye when u called n i wanted to hang up the call for no reason. i'll contact u soon. thanks for sendin the items to my house. very much appreciated. hope u like wat i got for u bahx..thanks for all those comforting and concern sms-es. sorrie if i din reply cos i realli wasnt in the mood. sorrie that i din share the story cos i jus don wanna repeat things n i don wan so mani ppl to know.. haiz.. to my classmates, im sorrie for my black face n attitude if i showed u all attitude. im sorrie but jus leave mi alone in class first bahx. i don wanna explode in sch to u all.. but for bestiies n beggarsect, i wont mia from u all bahx. haiz. though im not in a good state now, whenever u all need mi, jus let mi know.. i love u guys most..

posted by RaChEw @ Monday, November 13, 2006

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