Monday, November 20, 2006

can some idiots jus kill mi? i realli feel like givin up.. i realli do.. jap is drivin mi crazy.i realli don wanna retain for IS. its so stupid to retain IS lor. how i wish i had someone to tok to now. but nahz. everyone's busy with life. nobody understands how i feel. nobody does. nvm forget it.. i realli hate mani things in life. y mux god create education?? y muz god make mi such a blur person?? i always have conflicts with ppl due to my blurness. i realli hate myself for that. its not wat i wan. every single closer frenz cannot stand my blurness. how i wish im dead. that im gone from this world. though i cant bear to cos of my family, my bear n my bestiies. but i realli realli don like the conflicts i have with frenz cos of my blurness. i jus pissed someone off due to my blurness. i donno how to explain but tis is mi. i know u cant stand it. i myself oso cant stand myself for being so blur. can someone jus kill mi? take mi away from tis earth. so that i wont pissed ppl off n i wont feel so misreable? i hate it when i have conflicts with frenz. esp close frenz. esp when both or all of us are strong headed. ppl scoldin mi blur, scoldin mi idiot, scoldin mi dumb for my blurness. i have nth to say cos i know im one. but pls give mi time.. tis is realli not wat i wan.. i hope things wont get bad.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... im realli realli very down! DAMN

posted by RaChEw @ Monday, November 20, 2006

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