RaChEw

ok.
mayb im jus pms-ing or wat.
but im jus muthafuckin pissed now.
the more u guys nag to mi the more i don wanna peace with her.
always sidin her.
watever la. i cant b bothered.
since last sem i have thots of peacing with her.
but i jus hate it when i recall how she attemp to blog attack mi.
and since she closed her blog i know attackin her back will b useless.
watever.
FUCK!
i rather not know anymore things.
if she wanna snatch away so be it.
i cant b bothered.
so wat if im stubborn?!
so wat if im childish?!
so wat if ppl help u say gd things?!
think watever u all like. FUCK
i don give a damn.
FUCKIN PISSED!
thanks to tt bitch who always fuckin spoil my mood indirectly.
now i wanna vent it out but everyone sleepin.
tmd. FUCK!
HOPE U DIE! FUCK
don fuckin tell them oh then u will miss her alot when she leaves.
i don need u to say that!
seeing ur picture boils my fuckin blood when i think of wat u blog!
don ever come n say u wanna peace with mi.
after since u did tt attack last yr, i'll nv peace with u.
i''ve dropped tt idea of peacing. watever!









as wat dog once told mi,
take a chill pill and chill!
i need my chill pill now!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!

posted by RaChEw @ Friday, September 28, 2007 0 Comments

ok since im damn free and i notice i missed out bloggin abt wed (26 sept), i shall do it now.
whahahhahahaaa
met randy aroun 2.20pm and headed to chinatown station to meet reb. LOLs
ok i realli spent alot within an hr.

went to bugis and then walked down to MS cos we wanna check some things with HR.
disturb disturb abit liao then went to have an early dinner at new york new york.
ate the same old thing again. whahahhahaa

after dinner reb n ran went home as i needed to wait for my cousin.
while waitin i went to find ah sam.
wha lao eh. damn long nv c her!
its like 1yr ba and i seriously miss workin with her.
miss the days when we all spent celebrating my bdae at the hotel with abt 8 ppl and those chiong-ing of sales.
anw had a great catch up with cat..
but a short one though..
nvm if possible, i'll meet her next mon or tue for a meal nearby n i wanna c her lively nutty! HAHA

met my cousin n then she updated mi things on our way home.
LOLs.
anw my cousin is a noob.
whahahhahahaahhahaa she always like to prank call mi and then laugh non stop LOLs
ok i bet she goanna kill mi when she reads tis.

n o yes!
tummy!! i hate u!!
i love my SMLJ sis more!
cya in 10 yrs time n i mean it!!
whahahahhahahhahahhaa!!
ok im too random here!

i gotta slp but i cant gt to slp!
my timin is terrible!
n chalet more or less is confirm.
due to the fact tt tis is the fastin month and tt SP n RP started sch, mani of them cant stay over and so we decided on a 2days 1 nite chalet.
its jus for a catch up! =)
cya guys on 5oct yes?!
pls suggest some place for dinner!

posted by RaChEw @ Friday, September 28, 2007 0 Comments

ok time for steamboat updates!
we went steamboat on 19 sept!
fun is the word to describe it!! HAHA
peiye, muthu and jason din manage to join us. kinda wasted la! HAHA
on the day itself i met my cousin's family for a light lunch cos i've not seen them for like a mth!
went to their house n slack til abt 5 then went to cwp to meet adilah go marina bay tgt.

we were the earliest and i started disturbin all of them.
i sms and told them whoever was the latest have to pay the bill!
LOLs but due to the fact tt we were all kind hearted person, we let afi off! LOLs
jeff took 3hrs off and joined us and he was the chef of the day!
nice food he cooked! thanks alot!
but his arms were even nicer la! LOLs!!

adilah and afi have to rush home for some prayers and so the rest of us went to hang around.
coke with mentoes FAILED!
how sad! but nvm we goanna do tt again on 5 oct yeah!
i jus love goin out with them cos its jus so fun.
all the crazi-ness and crap we have!
sch goanna start but we all gotta meet up yeah!
we must!!

the remainin 6 of us went to the acarde and play datona!
kinda addicted to it and we played 3 rounds i think.
LOLs so damn fun!!
randy said if afi and adilah were there, all 8 machines will b occupied by us! HAHAAA
then it will b damn fun!

flash makes us look so shag! LOLs. i love workin with u guys!

reb once told mi that she hope a chalet can be held asap durin most of our sch holidays.. cos she's afraid as months or years to come, we all have our busy schedule and we will not be as close as how we are now.. so we have to meet up often even if sch starts yeah?! we must have our chalet soon! or at least a bbq yeah?! actualli wat reb says is kinda true.. after next yr feb, i will have grad and might not be in spore.. how i wish i can stay and so i can have fun with them. py, liyan, and joel will have grad by then and busy studyin or workin.. randy and reb busy with fyp and adilah busy with sch.. kinda saddenin la. but well we will always b gd kakkies yeah! we have yet to play mahjong which i have totally forgotten how to play! HAHA ok miss u guys! we must have faith!!

posted by RaChEw @ Thursday, September 27, 2007 0 Comments

supper at swensens

posted by RaChEw @ Wednesday, September 26, 2007 0 Comments

expo!

over-due photo updates!
all these pictures will tell how much fun we all had in expo...

posted by RaChEw @ Tuesday, September 25, 2007 0 Comments

finally a long day of slp...
haha feel damn shiok!
but i got a PRANK call from someone..
haha cant mention the name due to some reasons..
its onli 1 call n she tot it will disrupt mi slp -.-
LOL she call mi n don wan tok. ask mi hear the lec tok.
wth! LOL
then i wan take revenge by callin her when she slp at 8pm but she nv ans la.
slp like a log. OMG

but suddenly i miss my besties and goodies whom i always disturb and hang out alot when i think of wats goanna happen in few months time..
my mom jus discussed with mi today over dinner again...
i wanna avoid but she tell mi im jus wastin my time..
wat should i do?
LaLa said she don wan mi to go but wans mi to go for my gd...
jess n peiye say i should go ahead with it since my mom offered it...
adilah n debb din say much..
cat asked mi not to go n study in spore..
drea asked mi not to go due to my crapness..

what should i do? can someone pls tell mi!
as im bloggin all these i suddenly felt so sad..
i don wanna leave my family, my frenz n my darling bear n gal for 3 yrs..
i don wanna come back n be an alien to everyone...
i'm afraid things will change when i return...
gd frenship turn for the bad...
when i needed a listenin ear i am sure i wont be able to find one there..
or that smt bad happens to anyone of my family n bear...
i don wanna history of wat happened to pepper to repeat again..

i miss pepper hell loads u know!
i miss my gradfather n my uncle!
i hate those cryings n i hate seeing my family n cousins cryin mani mani years back..
the younger ones din even get to attend their funeral...
though im not close to my uncle, i know he is one guy who have a gold heart..
he always helps the elderly neighbours n nv once look down on them..
i hate tt bitch who made him ended his life!
i hate her for makin my grandmother cry almost everynite in her slp..
i hate seein my grandmother tokin to mi abt my uncle n cryin durin cny..

i hate the pet shop for throwin pepper away!
i hate the vet for lyin to mi!
sayin that he will b fine after the jab..
i was so dumb not to sue the pet shop!
i miss pepper's barkin..
i miss pepper's act.
everythin of him is jus so cute..
i miss seeing him sleep under my staircase every evenin..
pepper is the most well behaved dog i ever had..
i realli regretted...

everytime ppl tok to mi abt pepper i jus try to act normal..
tryin not let it happen as if nobody's biz..
but deep down, i still cant let it go..
i regretted not takin pictures for him..
if not now i can frame it up...

i miss eno too..
i realli hated to let him go..
but i realli had no choice..
i broke down once when tokin abt him to LaLa when she said tis:
"don put on a brave front.. i know u cant let it go"..
i miss his barkings and his presence when i reached home n couldn't find him..
i hated my father's action for not tellin mi the exact date of sendin him off.
if not i could have tok to him.. tellin him tt i couldn't take him in anymore..
im sure he hates mi for lettin him go...
cos up til now i donno how is he. my dad don wanna tell mi at all...
all i have is onli a pic of him framed up in my room...

i realli thank LaLa for forkin out so much to get mi a dog..
i was jus jokin tt i wanted a dog n she realli got mi one..
thanks to those who chipped in too..
i've lost some of those frenship who chipped in for bear..
donno if im doin the rite thing but i don like them takin mi for granted..
so i think i shouldn't have regret.
live my life to the fullest..

sometimes peiye tok to mi abt happy..
i know how she feel inside...
i know the feelin of losing someone or a pet w/o seein he/she/it for the very last time..
there's totally no news of happy..
poor happy.. i hope u r doin fine n livin as how ur name is by livin happily on this earth..

ok i think i should stop.
if i were to carry on typin, it will be never endin!
i donno how come i will type abt all these suddenly.
all i can do is to pray that everyone of those who are close to mi will stay healthy and happy forever!

meetin gay tml to go to DRX..
then mayb to c GG..
i wanna c him man.. i wonder how is he liao..
after i started workin, i seldom hang out with them..
miss those crazy times..

n yes i got 3 free pillows. HAHA
n i think i got a total of 6 tasmania devil. i donno how to spell la..
gave one to LaLa, 2 to my cousins, 1 to my bro n another 2 for someone..
if i have more i would have given one to bing..
cos i rem she loved it..
i bot one small one for her mani yrs back in KFC.. hahaa
tt time i rem buyin 5...
but now we have all drew apart.... sians...
i hope drifting apart from frenz will stop..

reb once told mi after tis comin sun, we will all drift apart..
im so afraid such things will happen.
but nvm! we must all meet yes?!
hahahahhaaa
i cant wait for 5oct buffet session..
seriously hope nobody backs out or needa leave early if not no fun liao!! HAHAHAAA
whoever don go i will kill the person! LOLs
i miss expo alot!

posted by RaChEw @ Monday, September 24, 2007 0 Comments

wha FUCK.
PISSED is all i can say.
im tryin to tolerate n i haven explode.
keep quiet doesn't mean im not pissed.
i jus chose to go along with any of u guys idea so tt u all wont b angry.
but give mi such attitude n don get wat i mean?
FUCK
ok i guess onli LaLas n the gays know.

and a big FUCK to the kids dept.
ur dept sucks!
fuck off man!
wanna play fuck with mi make sure u regret.
fuckin bitches n bastard!
MY LIMIT ALREADY REACH THE BRIM!
argh!!
pissed.
fuckin retarded noobs.
u r jus like dogs!
or should i say WORST THAN DOGS!
ppl ask u do things then u do!
ppl ask u eat their shit u eat izzit?!
rolf rolf!
i think my bear n dog fren is much better then u guys!
SERVE UR OWN CUSTOMERS AND DON EXPECT MI TO SERVE THEM FOR U!
count one float count for more tha 15 mins!
noobs! damn noob!
n its aleady the second week of the sales.
take such a fuckin long time to count.
maths fail la!
its jus a 500 bucks!
u think ur perm staff there i scare?
i don give a shit!
go back to ur dumb country and stop callin mi "A"!
MY NAME IS NOT "A" OK!
retarded noob! FUCK
FUCK U ALL MAN!

posted by RaChEw @ Sunday, September 23, 2007 0 Comments

kinda vexed..
today abit no mood to work cos of wat happened last nite..
the day didn't start too well too and have been thinkin of wat my mom wans mi to do..
am wonderin if i should go..
if i go, i'll be out of spore to aus for 3 whole years..
n i don think any of my frenz will be goin with mi cos its we are all takin diff routes..
so far onli 2 ppl know.. peiye and adilah LOL
i still don have chance to tell LaLa..
when she managed to reach mi, im so so so so so busy with cashier.
n when i call her, she's so so so so so busy in class. LOL
peiye asked mi to go along with it..
my bro advise mi too..
actualli my uncle told mi abt tis since last yr..
im jus avoiding..
but it seems to be drawin nearer..
im actualli plannin tt if i have decided to go, i will not tell anyone..
mayb jus a handful of them..
can those who know give mi some suggestions!
i wanna go but my greatest worrie is my darling bear =(

posted by RaChEw @ Thursday, September 20, 2007 0 Comments

suddenly.. i donno y jus suddenly..
recently i jus feel i miss pepper alot..
realli alot..
i;ve been thinkin how will he be doin if he is still alive now..
been missing him for like abt 2 weeks and he came into my dream for like twice.
im so worried abt goin cruise at the end of the yr..
i will always be thinkin how is bear and all cos i don wan history to repeat.
til now i cant find someone reliable to look after him for mi..

anw up til now she still wanna show us attitude.
forever blockin us online.
so yep.
let it be then.
i give up n i don give a damn.
u have temper so do i.
i jus chose to keep quiet but if u make mi explode, i swear i'll make u regret!
FUCK!

my mood is not very gd due to a convo.
so fuck it.
u don get wat i mean n wanna get angry so be it!

shall blog abt steamboat soon.
not in the mood.

posted by RaChEw @ Thursday, September 20, 2007 0 Comments

i see spider webs all around my blog.
HAHA paisae la.. im too lazy n tired to upload. LOLs
been workin n workin..
kinda fun ba but still i miss expo alot!
those slacking hours as a big grp, those jokes n scandals (paisae my eng is bad) n those breaks tgt sitting as a big big family.
those time chiong-ing as cashiers, runnin around to check price tags and sku no, creakin of brains on excuses about claimin cab fares and pestering ppl to withness mi closing.
wha those time were the best man!
though we din take alot of pics, but we will take more in future! LOLs
been workin FULL shift for the past few days n finally i gott my off day today when RP jus started schooling. hahaa
poor thing to all my RP frenz..
currently workin in MS but randy, joel, li yan and adilah cant join us..
cos there's no vacancy n adilah's sch had started.
how nice if all of us could work tgt.
i think there will b never ending jokes. LOLs
though workin is tiring, but i nv regret takin the job for like the whole of the month.
chiong-ing work like siao cos i need not worrie wat i always worrie when im schooling.
i will not have time to think so much things which nobody ever know wat im thinkin. LOLs

supper last week i think on fri with adilah, randy, rebakah, joel & liyan.
damn funni.
initially i wanted to go to newton circles but its too far for reb n the couple.
so we wanted to go to S11.
god knows its closed-.-
n so i guess its reb's idea to go to swensens for ice cream. LOL
fries came n the 2 guys were at toilet.
n so we disturb randy by puttin 2 fries onto the tissue paper with alot of salt.
n he ate it. so damn funni lo.
gaint earthquak came n we all shared.
so funni. randy asked if i wanna put a candle.
i know he was jus talkin crap but in the end we light one candle n sang a super duper belated birthday song for adilah. LOL
took some retarded pics. LOL
ate n they wanted to chiong for the last train.
so we were liao some retards runnin along orchard. LOL
in the end it had already closed n so we cab home. LOL

tml workin for onli 5hrs n then wed off.
then thus work at 2 then weekends full again -.-
been sucha long time since i last met gay n dog.
kinda miss their crap LOL
so sorry guys i couldn't join u all to go out last week cos i was damn damn damn tired. LOL
soon ok?
i wanna hang out late with u guys man! LOL

n yes the "R" family with the other JL expo ppl who we are closer with are meetin tis wed. LOL
whoever don go i will kill u! LOL
woke up at 3pm today by my cousin.
then went to cut hair n decided to meet my cousin n aunt for lunch on wed before meetin my "R" family n all. LOL
i wanna go down earlier to JL orchard to c randy in pink. LOLs
n he better drink the anythin! LOLs

i'll b ultra free from next month!
jio mi out then!








*continue avoiding us for all i care..
*runnin away from reality brings u no where.
*for god sake, stop being so fuckin childish!

posted by RaChEw @ Tuesday, September 18, 2007 0 Comments

anw i've missed out quite a no of things!

• last nite steamboat was fun!
• i wanna play menthos with coke by tml!!
• i wanna wish my gd frenz happi belated bdae! n here it goes:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY (3rd sept) TO

MY YOUNGEST SIS, Adilah (rubbish lah) IN THE R FAMILY!

and

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY (6 sept) TO

SON, Gab! LOLs will pass u ur present soon!

posted by RaChEw @ Wednesday, September 12, 2007 0 Comments

expo came and ended already.
kinda miss it alot.. real lots..
lots of fun and i hearts my R family.. LOLs
expo ended means less time together and tis oso means less laughers.
when there's laughers, theres no tiredness at all..
made a bunch of very very nice frenz..
i realised something.
normally when the contract is comin to an end, tt's the time when we will all be damn 'gum'.
Randy and Adilah joined us n we realli crapped alot. LOL.
during work there were happiness and sadness.
happiness of EATING chocolates, havin supper and tokin craps.
sadness and anger when we faced some FUCKED up china ppl.
felt so wierd when i have no work today.
wanted to meet randy, adilah and muthu today one.
but then adilah n muthu cannot make it n im lazy to go out n tt gay is comin over to my house in the nite so i gave it a miss.
real sorry sis!
tml R's family gathering will onli be left with a pathetic of 4 ppl out of like 10 ppl?!
cos its kinda last min n so mani cant make it..
i hope we can all meet next week cos we will b busy workin at diff outlets and some are not workin.
anw yep i loved the pics we took!
damn nice!
though little but i loved it!

but am fuckin pissed with someone.
yep she's gt new frenz and forgotten her old fren.
she must be thinkin im too slack but for god sake, when i was doing things did she ever see it?
if u don believe go n ask wati, nizzam or anyone else in tt dept.
i don give a damn.
its ur fuckin fat bitch offended mi n pls for god sake, ask her don come n act til so innocent comin to help mi.
i don even appreciate her help. i rather do it myself!

ok i guess i should stop typing abt work.
cos i realli realli miss my R family.
esp those fun..
jus for ur info, the R family includes "Randy, R-adilah, Rachel, Rebakah, Rum, Rasin, Roy
but we have a big big clique in it..
they are Randy, R-adilah, Rachel, Rebakah, Peiye, Liyan, Joel, Yijun, Shuhui, Jiamin, Muthu and Jeff.
I MISS THEM!!
thanks for all the heart warming packet lunch u guys made for mi! thanks thanks!


tonite supper with dog, gay, jess n roy was fun too!
supper at geylang n exploring it was damn fun!
jokes too!
i hope u guys enjoyed!
n cya real soon when we go fishin and changi V oK!! LOL!

posted by RaChEw @ Wednesday, September 12, 2007 0 Comments

so much to blog but im so so so so so LAZY and tired!
shall blog on off days!
all i can say is i will miss expo damn lots!
my one n onli expo experience. WHAHAHAHA!
ok n yes i miss my besties =/

posted by RaChEw @ Monday, September 10, 2007 0 Comments