exams are finally over!
waiting for auntie lilien to be back from eruope and then get me a job!
so many thing have been happening..
cousin goin crazy again..
uncle been hospitalised..
indian's stuff not settled yet..
irritating toad gave ly big prob in the middle of the night.
and today u jus had to piss me off.
thanks ah.
i cant be bothered and i've got no feelings.
jus felt pek chek.
and i swear im gonna ignore u for life!
thanks ah. thanks for spoiling my day.
thanks for always misunderstanding me.
and i truely hated it.
amk intensive for the last 2 weeks and the coming last week with darling ls.
hate the night shift managers there!
they jus deserve to be shot in the head.
for a moment i was proud of myself for the achievement..
esp sis.. her sms really brought me satisfaction.
at least i had no regrets..
jus regreted having alot of debts and trusting people too easily.
boss jokingly said i finally followed his footsteps.
hahaha but when sis asked me y i still check out on her when i shouldn't, i began searching for the answer but to no avail.
mayb its jus cos for the past 7yrs i treated her as a family, a sister..
like how i treat my darling sister amanda!
she told me i should jus totally stop and ignore.
but well.. at least im doing baby steps?
i hate it after a long day of studies and when i reach home people ask about her.
but i don blame them, cos they donno wat happened.
after this long 7 years, i learnt not to trust people too easily.
even ur closest fren!
at least im glad i didnt tell her somethings which i always wanted.
i hope everything will be fine.
serious..
argh....
else i'll be so dead.
anw im thinking of giving up alrd my dear.....
im sorry but i think i should go back to my old life..
i don like my mind over words actions for these few months.
so no backbone!
im sorry my dearest!
and let me end my post with this quote extracted from tumblr....
