haha feel damn shiok!
but i got a PRANK call from someone..
haha cant mention the name due to some reasons..
its onli 1 call n she tot it will disrupt mi slp -.-
LOL she call mi n don wan tok. ask mi hear the lec tok.
wth! LOL
then i wan take revenge by callin her when she slp at 8pm but she nv ans la.
slp like a log. OMG
but suddenly i miss my besties and goodies whom i always disturb and hang out alot when i think of wats goanna happen in few months time..
my mom jus discussed with mi today over dinner again...
i wanna avoid but she tell mi im jus wastin my time..
wat should i do?
LaLa said she don wan mi to go but wans mi to go for my gd...
jess n peiye say i should go ahead with it since my mom offered it...
adilah n debb din say much..
cat asked mi not to go n study in spore..
drea asked mi not to go due to my crapness..
what should i do? can someone pls tell mi!
as im bloggin all these i suddenly felt so sad..
i don wanna leave my family, my frenz n my darling bear n gal for 3 yrs..
i don wanna come back n be an alien to everyone...
i'm afraid things will change when i return...
gd frenship turn for the bad...
when i needed a listenin ear i am sure i wont be able to find one there..
or that smt bad happens to anyone of my family n bear...
i don wanna history of wat happened to pepper to repeat again..
i miss pepper hell loads u know!
i miss my gradfather n my uncle!
i hate those cryings n i hate seeing my family n cousins cryin mani mani years back..
the younger ones din even get to attend their funeral...
though im not close to my uncle, i know he is one guy who have a gold heart..
he always helps the elderly neighbours n nv once look down on them..
i hate tt bitch who made him ended his life!
i hate her for makin my grandmother cry almost everynite in her slp..
i hate seein my grandmother tokin to mi abt my uncle n cryin durin cny..
i hate the pet shop for throwin pepper away!
i hate the vet for lyin to mi!
sayin that he will b fine after the jab..
i was so dumb not to sue the pet shop!
i miss pepper's barkin..
i miss pepper's act.
everythin of him is jus so cute..
i miss seeing him sleep under my staircase every evenin..
pepper is the most well behaved dog i ever had..
i realli regretted...
everytime ppl tok to mi abt pepper i jus try to act normal..
tryin not let it happen as if nobody's biz..
but deep down, i still cant let it go..
i regretted not takin pictures for him..
if not now i can frame it up...
i miss eno too..
i realli hated to let him go..
but i realli had no choice..
i broke down once when tokin abt him to LaLa when she said tis:
"don put on a brave front.. i know u cant let it go"..
i miss his barkings and his presence when i reached home n couldn't find him..
i hated my father's action for not tellin mi the exact date of sendin him off.
if not i could have tok to him.. tellin him tt i couldn't take him in anymore..
im sure he hates mi for lettin him go...
cos up til now i donno how is he. my dad don wanna tell mi at all...
all i have is onli a pic of him framed up in my room...
i realli thank LaLa for forkin out so much to get mi a dog..
i was jus jokin tt i wanted a dog n she realli got mi one..
thanks to those who chipped in too..
i've lost some of those frenship who chipped in for bear..
donno if im doin the rite thing but i don like them takin mi for granted..
so i think i shouldn't have regret.
live my life to the fullest..
sometimes peiye tok to mi abt happy..
i know how she feel inside...
i know the feelin of losing someone or a pet w/o seein he/she/it for the very last time..
there's totally no news of happy..
poor happy.. i hope u r doin fine n livin as how ur name is by livin happily on this earth..
ok i think i should stop.
if i were to carry on typin, it will be never endin!
i donno how come i will type abt all these suddenly.
all i can do is to pray that everyone of those who are close to mi will stay healthy and happy forever!
meetin gay tml to go to DRX..
then mayb to c GG..
i wanna c him man.. i wonder how is he liao..
after i started workin, i seldom hang out with them..
miss those crazy times..
n yes i got 3 free pillows. HAHA
n i think i got a total of 6 tasmania devil. i donno how to spell la..
gave one to LaLa, 2 to my cousins, 1 to my bro n another 2 for someone..
if i have more i would have given one to bing..
cos i rem she loved it..
i bot one small one for her mani yrs back in KFC.. hahaa
tt time i rem buyin 5...
but now we have all drew apart.... sians...
i hope drifting apart from frenz will stop..
reb once told mi after tis comin sun, we will all drift apart..
im so afraid such things will happen.
but nvm! we must all meet yes?!
hahahahhaaa
i cant wait for 5oct buffet session..
seriously hope nobody backs out or needa leave early if not no fun liao!! HAHAHAAA
whoever don go i will kill the person! LOLs
i miss expo alot!
posted by RaChEw @ Monday, September 24, 2007
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