RaChEw

mixed emotions..
received a bomb call while on my way to west coast today..
i know i couldnt leave but yet the other side is unhappy..
i cant always be satisfying u anymore..
u r no longer the person whom i know long time ago..
people been tellin me alot of stuffs..
sayin the way u treat me is really diff..
u can give me super bad attitude but yet sound so nice over sms..

seafood with sister, jason, andy, glendon and jasmine at sixth ave..
nice one.. really nice..
really love them tonnes..
had somehow a heart to heart talk with sis..
and she asked me the question..
sometimes i really wished i would... but im jus afraid..

i thank god for sister being smart thats y i told her abt it..
and im glad she shared it with me else i will really be in a lost donno what to do..
still feelin very very uncomfortable..

sometimes i donno if i should be happy..
so will u be pickin me up when im back? hehe...

posted by RaChEw @ Sunday, July 04, 2010