RaChEw

my finger still hurts..
sigh... and after cooling down...
am thinkin if i was a little too harsh n unreasonable jus now..
but well... mayb i jus donno how to communicate with u nicely..
like wat i said.. 1 out of 100 times we can talk nicely..
the rest are all nonsense.
yucks.

and i jus got to know they were over at sister's house last night.
freak. doubt andrew knows it.
but well, its alright..
jus lucky that i didnt bump into them last night when i was at hougang.

i really wanna let go...
fuck it and jus lead my life..
but i doubt i can do so..
kept thinkin and thinkin about it almost every day, hr and sec.
shit man.
maybe im jus not used to it.
i really hope my heart can be trained to become as hard as diamond!
cos from what i know, diamond is the hardest object on earth.
am i right? HAHAHHAA

and at the same time, will my prayers be answered?
sigh...
been praying and praying and praying..
almost every time when i think of it...
but i jus hope i can get over it and overcome myself!
JIAYOU RACHEL!

posted by RaChEw @ Monday, June 07, 2010