feeling so distant....
feeling so down..
on the verge of breaking down........
i really hope to smile and laugh happily like what i used to in the past..
really...
early night..
many thoughts running through my mind..
so many things happened and im so lost.
but who's there?
no one...
i've tried my best to make every single one who are close to me happy, but unknowingly i hurt them the most too..
yes and sorry comes out of my mouth too often..
never knowing how to reject people.
but always got rejected by people..
always saying yes caused me to feel being taken for granted many many times..
when seeing closer mates happy, im happy.
when i wanted to help them, people say i kpo.
ask me not to bother.
am i really so useless?
ur sentence really hurt me alot.. making me feel that im useless.
i really really need my best with me.
but she's always so busy..
mummy.. where are you?
i really need you.
feel like breaking down right now.
im afraid.
very scared.
why am i facing all these alone?
WHY!
A sad thing in life is, you meet people who meant a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be , and you just have to let go.
posted by RaChEw @ Tuesday, December 01, 2009
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