RaChEw

sometimes i jus ponder..
am i unreasonable?
am i the worst person on earth?
am i giving u alot of pressure?
but all i can say is, i wan the best for u and i will do anything to give u the best.
believe or not, its up to u.
i've said my piece.
things that i've kept in me for quite some time.. choosing not to tell u. but still said it out when im pissed. leavin for the states was never my intention. but sometimes i jus feel so stressed. for i feel that im the one always giving u stress. not being there when u needed support. always probbing to see if u r alright though u hated it. it takes alot of courage for me to say everything out for i know u will be pissed.

our 21st yr old dream was not fulfilled. and u even told me u agreed to bkk cos i was the one who wanted. there were so many dreams which we once listed it down. but everytime we have conflict, i see the distant getting further. sometimes its not that i choose not to listen to wat u got go to say or rather interrupt u. but u r always lookin for excuses.

i'll cont bloggin later. my bro got to take his lappy to sch. and i hope u r asleep not.

posted by RaChEw @ Tuesday, November 10, 2009