RaChEw

in fact its not the first time.

wondering if its true but it seemed so shady.

am i someone who is so unreasonable?

am i someone who is so tough to communicate with?

am i someone who is not trustable?
or rather am i even ur best fren?

til date, watever i dream either came true alrd or will come true in the form of dejavu.
for i am usually quite accurate with ppl closer to me like you.

i jus hope you will be happy truely.
i've really came to senses knowing how bad a fren am i to u.

for i know im the worst fren always quarrelling with u, giving u pressure and have been owning u alot of bdae gifts.

i have not been understanding enough.

always blaming you for EVERY single minor thing.
sorry that i kept probing u when i feel u r troubled.
that's because 'm really worried and kan chiong over you.

sorry darling fren..

my sincere apologies.

but all i can say is i really appreciate and love u as my fren, in fact my family.

sorry for leaving ur place so suddenly..
wanted to leave ard 2pm but i jus couldnt take it anymore.
i woke up in fear ard 9+am when i received a text.
couldn't fall asleep at all and im 80% sure what i dream will either come true or came true alrd.
to you, u insisted i know nothing at all..
but well..
i've seen many of such things before..
goin true with them before..
but i hope if wat i dream every come true, let me know.
let me be there with u.
for i know be it good or bad times, i wan to be by ur side supporting you as my best fren.

maybe u find it hard to ccommunicate with me.
i donno y, but others communicated very well with me.
be it of any gender, we are all very open and im immuned to it..
im angry. angry that the both of us are never open.
when we have darkest secret, we don share.
i may nag alot.. but i mean no harm..
how i wished there's someone who understand.

sorry my dear fren..
sorry for everything of me.

sorry for leaving my people with u all of a sudd.

for i know myself im the worst creature on earth.

i should be more understanding.

im sorry.