RaChEw

i've thought it through..
should i or should i not?
will leaving everything behind make me happy?
i don't know.
should it be the truth, i hate myself.
hate myself for being so unreasonable.
no longer feel the motivation.
i see handbrake every where.
the dream has been haunting me since end may early june til today.
9 times is really scary.

whom can i speak to?
there are so many things i would like to say.
but how to tell u?
i really donno.
if this carrys on, one day im sure i will go into depression...

its been quite some time since i seek guidance from you.
pls help me. tell me what should i do.

posted by RaChEw @ Saturday, November 07, 2009