RaChEw

mixed emotions..

why have she changed so much?
i don seem to know u anymore..
really... maybe im blind for the past 7yrs..
had a heart to heart talk with sis over dinner at amk tis evening..
spoke abt everything..
and i agree with her status..
does ur life only consist of u, ur bf n money?
we all know the ans..

why have u become so heartless?
one shot u can piss so many people off.
at least 4 people.
u became so scary..

yes i cursed and sweared.
hoping it will happen n on the other side i hope it doesnt..
but i decided to let go..
sometimes i still tell myself i gotta thank her..
else i wont even get to know wonderful ppl like my dearest sis, shirley, tat, glendon, michael, mt, trina, andrew whom i know more more than 10 yrs..
it always feels so warm to chat with sis and we can chat anything under the sun!

too many things to handle..
ss, have u been blown away with the wind?
sigh... jus when i needed u so badly now..
actually i donno if u have my link..
so im quite scared cos its been at least 3yrs since i gave ppl my link other than dearest aunt kelly in houston!

the other day i had terrible mood swing cos i was so damn affected..
jus when i was abt to hang up n ans ur call i received ur text tt u wanna slp..
i uds cos its alrd 4am i think..
but i've got so much to tell u..
and there r jus so many shows i wanna watch!

or maybe its time to bid goodbye?
i donno..
initiative?

posted by RaChEw @ Thursday, July 08, 2010