RaChEw

somehow, sudd i realise that the trust is no longer there.
and i felt really skeptical when i received the text today.
wat's more?
i received the text not long after i reached JD's boutique.
and also the scariest part was trina and i dreamt abt her the night before.
how coincidental could it be when both of us dreamt of the same person on the same night?

so many thoughts runnin through my mind.
if u were sincere or had some motives back in ur mind.
i hate myself for having such thoughts but well i guess im jus afraid.
dont wan history to repeat.
tho it really hurts to decide to leave..
and when im determined, dreams start to come back and nice messages starts to come in.

its not something which i really want it to happen.
and even her sis called askin me wat happened.
missing the great old days but all i could do is to reminisce the past.
and i guess its really time to let go.
keep it all deep down in my heart.
goodbye my dearest sister, my friend.
i guess this is what god had arranged long time ago..

posted by RaChEw @ Monday, July 26, 2010