RaChEw

argh. fuck it.
i wonder who is the traitor!
actually saw it in the afternoon but wasnt so pissed.
had the cant b bothered feeling.
but when i jus finished my proj atd 1.30am, i felt damn pissed.
ss was asleep and so was sister cos she texted me til halfway nv reply..
so think she's asleep since it was so late alrd.
and sudd tot of boss.
text him n he wasnt asleep..
so called him n rant for a while..
ahahaha thanks for all the lame things u said!
LOL
jiayou for ur proj submission too!

i would say ppl have eyes to see..
heart to feel.
the way u sms them, most were skeptical.
but replied u since u didnt give any trouble.
all jus waitin to see smt.

i left office ppl out of myself other than those who left tgt with me.
but somehow ppl contacted me themselves one by one..
telling me more things.
and how they felt..
n was shock to know ppl whom i din expect to leave, left.
i don usually reply ppl from office.
unless is ppl whom i think can trust.
anw fuck it.

i tot i wouldnt be affected by u.
but y am i still affected?
mayb 7yrs was a really long one.
and u were one special close fren of mine, a sister.
whom i was so much closer to as compared to my family.

however money spoils everything.
this was the main reason i told u i wanted to decline u..
but u assured nth will happen..
and yet such things happen..
sigh.. expected..
money is still the root of evil.
we are jus slaves of money.

of cos i was disappointed to have found out abt the lies.
and now im wondering who's the traitor who told u.
of cos im suspicious of 2 ppl.
but well.. like wat boss told me, its normal n fair to get said by u too.
so i shouldnt bother..

small gas ghost!
i need to tok to u!!!!
why are u always so busy! =(
don come lookin for me unless u wan/need smt!!!
i will hate u for life!!!!

posted by RaChEw @ Friday, August 27, 2010