RaChEw

why am i wasting my time?
i promised best i will forget about her.
not let her affect my life, my studies..
but the more i see her pic, the more i think about her, the more pissed i am.

i don wanna make things so ugly.
don wanna make things tough for my dearest.
but i cant seem to control.
she jus got the fucked up face which i really want to slap.

such an attention seeker.
fuckin dulan.
i donno why am i wastin time?
i trust best the most.
trust our friendship. but y am i still thinkin so much?

im really sorry.
sorry for adding burden onto you.
esp at these few days where tml is the most critical day.
but u r forever so patient towards me.
i really appreciate it alot.
i really do..
no words can describe how thankful i have u as my best and how sorry i am towards u for all the pressures.

i never once apologise in front of people.
but im goanna apologise to u in person.
very sorry my dearest fren.
be strong and fight for it ok?
im always here with u!

must be those many setbacks which happened before.
can someone pls guide me?
i alrd broke down many times..
and im tired...
im really sorry bestie...
and thanks big eric for always being there for the both of us..

sakae on wed..
then mayb i'll tok more to u.
hopefully no changes.
pls show me some light.

posted by RaChEw @ Tuesday, April 07, 2009