i donno why but i jus ponder...
maybe you all can say tt somehow i chose to give up..
i cant be bothered anymore..
b'cos of tis, i became very paranoid.
paranoid of every small little thing.
worrying that history will happen.
i am still very scare it will happen..
but im glad best fren can take my nonsense..
somehow i lost faith in everyone cos of the incident..
i donno y but i learnt not to trust ppl too easily.
and i hate myself for using tis as a benchmark before doing anything.
sometimes i will still wonder if i made the wrong decision.
i have reasons for boycotting them.
cos they almost took her away.
and the fuckin bitch face of hers, i c alrd fuckin dulan.
tried to control my emotions over the phone..
nvm..
nobody understands.
i wanna succeed, but at the same time im on the verge of breaking down.
if not for lala, big eric, small eric, wai dek, zili, lin and yx i think i would have collapsed.
thanks for all the encouragements esp from best.
i think i should stoop bloggin for now.
sorry for the emo post.
i jus feel like bloggin so as to make myself feel better.
can someone pls wake mi up!
FUCK IT! KNN
posted by RaChEw @ Tuesday, March 31, 2009
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