i donno wat the hell are u thinkin about dover incident.
maybe i gave u the wrong inpression or wat.
but all i can say is,
- i only slept for 2hrs the nite before
- i was super duper late for school
- i was worrying if i could catch a cab
- i was rushing for my structural inspection & repair common test
- i have not seen u for AT LEAST a year
it was onli after u left and then i remembered tt it was u.
and i sms-ed andrea to tell her.
i know u all along wanted to clear things and patch things back.
i wanted too jus tt i had nv once mention to andrea nor my smlj sis.
i onli told children long time ago and joyce last nite.
if i din wan, i wouldn't have share tummy's present with u.
i wouldn't share jan's present with u.
at times when ppl see mi outside and wave to mi, when i don recognise them, i'll jus smile back at them but the smile is of cos not like the one i usually do.
is a sian sian one.
worst thing is on tt day itself, due to the fuckin 5 reasons, i gave u a duper sian smile.
when my fren called durin the conference, i heard tt u said u were scared.
wat's there to b scared of mi?
WTF i wont eat u up. G_G
mayb we had nv patch things up cos we don have each other contacts.
and tt we do no know how to.
sometimes when tummy and i think back of those things which cause A and us to quarrell at princept road, we felt so paisae.
and whenever i think back of wat between us, i donno how to react.
a mixture of feelings.
happy and sad.
andy said u wan tis frenship more thn anythin else.
of cos i would wan one more fren rather than one more enemy.
yes i was pissed due to audi.
but i think at tt time it was due to other things too?
i seriously cant rem n i don wish to.
well, andy said a few things which made mi think but i heard things from others tt made mi pissed at the same time.
but ok i think its time to let go.
i don wanna be curse with esther(s) anymore.
since i've already cleared things with ah bing for sooooooooo damn long.
anw bing i miss u!! LOLs
tis is random!! HAHA
and about the cake incident,
heard from tummy and andy sayin tt u think i purposely ignored u.
i was facing joyce and not u.
obviousely i din know tt u offered mi cake.
i saw the cake being passed to joyce and not mi.
it was not tt i purposely ignored u.
*Lovesssss,
RaChEw
i donno if u will ever read tis post.
but yep, i've explained almost everythin which u most prob would like to know
it would be best to acknowledge tis post.
thanks =)
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posted by RaChEw @ Sunday, December 09, 2007
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