Sunday, December 02, 2007

"There comes a point in life where you realise who matters, who never did, who won't anymore and who always will."

randomly read unknown people's blog and came across this phrase..
kinda true...
til now, i onli know a handful of those who matters and will always.
some are gone and left onli footprints in my life.
and i know who are they.
they are gone for good.

some i don intend to patch back while some i do.
as for those i do, i donno when will i do so.
or if i will realli do..
been thinkin and thinkin all day today..
thinkin of the future and frenships and all..

before i went to bed last nite, i read across someone close's blog.
fucked it.
and it caused mi not to b able to slp well.
plus i was so fuckin tired after 10 days of travelling..
tis time i chose to keep quiet.
and im goanna observe wat u goanna do.
and now i have a terrible neck pain. fuck.

when i decided to go further studies, my parents and aunt din seem to allow mi..
cos now i wanted to go to houston for further study and not melbourne..
i wanted to join qing in curtin but my parents din allow.
they say its too quiet there and i may become bad..
and they onli wans mi to go to melbourne.
i know i melbourne is a nice country and i love it.
but i don wanna b lonley there..

at least in houston i have my aunt..
though im less close to her as compared to aunt leng, she's still my family..
we interacted for the past 10 days and she's more like a sis to mi.
even the immigration ppl tot she's my sister. LOL -.-
ok its another 10 more hrs til my aunt touch down in houston.
bon voage aunt!
i shall c u next yr when i go over and visit u!


feelin so low now..
mixed emotions...
what should i do...
i've lost my directions...
cant seem to contact any of u when i wanted to tell u guys things.
fuck.

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