wat is happening?
haiz. im totally speechless now. am not in a very good mood. been feelin down for quite some time. true, i may look cheerful n happy go lucky. but tt's onli my appearence. do u think its the true part of mine? i really doubt so...can some kind souls out there come n tell mi wat the hell is happening? y is my beloved beggarsect startin to split? is it really goanna drift apart? does everyone realli have each and others heart? y do some seems to bear grudges on each other? i really cant understand. can someone pls ans mi? do u guys know when was the last time we went out together as a group? i doubt u guys rem. it's actually on last auguest when everyone went out to celebrate nana n gay's bdae. first, bing and gay's prob. followed by nana n gay's. now become bing nana n my prob. i realli wonder if we r true frenz. is tis the way we should treat each n other?
maybe one reason being everyone is buzy with their own life. some buzy datin, some busy schooling while some busy workin. its relly very difficult to meet up lo. sometimes i really see no effort of some ppl saving tis frenship. it appears tt we r the best out of the best. but do u guys think we are? yes. mayb at times. but after since all the quarrells, everythin started to change. once i was even scolded when i tried to help gay bing n nana to solve their prob. how i wished they could b like last time. but it seems very impossible. i kept quiet when *tt someone* scolded mi. when i tried to help, i got nothin back but i got all the f-u-c-k-ing scoldings.
tis prob have been pendin for quite some time le. seems like nobody is lookin at it seriously. i realli miss those time we had together. all those supper at chiong pang, toys 'r' rus photo takin, slackin at northpoint n sembawang. will all these be back again or will we jus split n leave it as a memory? i beg to differ. can some kind souls tell mi wat will happen to tis beggarsect?!

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