cant slp cos alot of things runnin across my mind..
also waitin for an email to come in...
been browsing through handbells in youtube these few days.
i would say its a form to vent my frustration..
felt so disappointed last night and jus brushed dua pao king off last night.
felt so bad and tried making it up today but still i failed terribly.
after listening and lookin at how each and everyone enjoy bells, i started to cool down..
don start questioning me..
i know im not a music person but i jus love bells and chimes..
the sound of it is almost perfect..
am extremely angry with myself..
did i really put in my 100% this time??
i guess i didnt.. but i knew i really tried..
it was only on wed when boss said its 9 more days to the end of sales month which really woke me up..
was so worried and somehow at some moments i really wanted to give up so much..
but i knew i couldnt..
am so grateful towards my sister amanda lim, my bro jason ng, andy quek and glendon..
o yes not missing out mummy sue ann, daddy max and fabian...
also consultant jamie for how she always advise me when im fighting..
w/o them.. i would have given up long time ago..
almost every single night andy would encourage me..
when i was about to give up glendon will also remind me not to!
the perfect couple will always be there to hear me rant and help me out!
u guys rocks to the max man!
however recently im so angry with this perfect fren of mine...
angry might not be the word..
disappoint should fit it so nicely..
but well, i've learn to take it nice..
trainin to control my emotions tho recently i cant keep my cool.
but somehow i felt a tinge of happiness when i knew smt was wrong..
in a bad way, i would say its kama..
in the nice way i would say its part and parcel of life..
and im really missin dearest aunt fong alot...
missing baby madelene too..
and i cant wait to meet justin my darling!
hopefully u guys will be back durin my holidays and i SWEAR i will KEEP ALL MY TIME FOR U peeps!
i don wish to see u guys only once in 7 yrs and i'll make wat i say come true!
jus for ur sake and for me to see u more often!
u r the one and only in the family whom i dare to share about my things!
dont stay in hotel even if u r comin back as a family of 4..
u can take russell's room and if needed my room too! HAHAHAA
so long as we can stay near each other for the period when u r back everyone will be happy esp grandma! hahaaa
but dont come back for only 10 days.. too short =((
hopefully by then i have my license.. hahahaha
anw met up with darling cathy jus now for coffee at starbucks..
cal back its been more than a yr since i really sat down and chat with her..
it all started when i started to get busy with biz and then goin on short getaway trips.
nice catchin up and im glad we can still tok so much!
hahahaa and my dear i hope u give a serious consideration about wat i told u!
hahaha help u all the way lar!
and my dear nutty is so cute!!
barkin in the car!! first time i ever seen a dog barking in car!! HAHA
and thanks for the ride home!
LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP my dear! HAHAA
posted by RaChEw @ Thursday, March 25, 2010
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