i'm utterly disappointed with you.
pissed? maybe a little.
somehow its not the first time.
neither its the second time.
its the third time dearest.
how come its always like that?
i uds ur situation..
but all i ask for is jus to inform me.
i was so lost.
donno what to do and nobody was there to help.
couldn't ask too many people cos i don wan to let so many people know.
always tryin to cover up for u.
but u are always uncontactable.
had a good tok with s jus now.
short one and we haven finished.
somehow she's feelin how am i feeling too.
jus that she's keepin quiet.
i cant. cos you are someone close to me.
on the other hand, smt small made my day.
substitution? maybe.
how i wished you could understand.
but sometimes i also think u r avoiding.
sometimes i jus feel tired.
really tired.
oh yes.
what shocked me today was when i switched on the tv in the evening, it was IL DIVO advertisement.
IL DIVO has quite a number of songs which brings back many memories.
esp hero.
the first piece of song i played with chimes and bells for christmas. =))
it was like 9yrs back but it feels like ytd.
was playin it with dearest lindee, joyce and many others.
i'm not a music person.
but handchimes and handbells are miracle.
they make my day!
many many memories...
attended TBC 2nd night event last night.
was hesitating but im glad i went.
so fun! HAHA!
dearest s, hopefully u will feel alright.
glad to see shirley, wai dek and rebakah having fun.
alan sent me home.
on the way home, i was asking him about his career journey and how he juggle with so many commitments.
he's always there to teach me things.
always one of the first person to pass down knowledge to me.
very thankful for that.
its now 17aug 3.41am.
somehow u r still uncontactable.
or maybe i should say i din try much.
the last time i tried was at 11.22pm.
very tired of it.
i donno how come u will become like tis.
studied first topic and it suck.
fuckin hate sch.
what shit is tis!
was it on purpose tt u did not pick it up?
i think i saw u takin ur phone out but u jus chose to let it continue ringing.
is it due to all the awkwardness?
really hope all these shit will go away!
i think i saw u takin ur phone out but u jus chose to let it continue ringing.
is it due to all the awkwardness?
really hope all these shit will go away!
posted by RaChEw @ Sunday, August 16, 2009
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