RaChEw

was so upset jus now..
and jus nice bestie text mi..
so i called her back..
my poor gal.. she injured her knee...
if i can wake up, i'll acc u to the doc ok!

told her everything..
from stretch til the end..
tis time i think i did it the best..
very calm though i cried quite badly..
i hate myself for cryin.. really freakin hate it..
i controlled.. but i realised whenever ppl hit tis topic.. i sure cry.

i know she cannot do anythin but to hear mi rant..
lala knows mi well enough.
actually p oso knows mi quite well..
they know will rather choose frenz over studies..
but im stuck. i cant do wat i wanted else my mom will really slaughter mi.
but at the same time.. i know if we cont like tis, things will end soon.
who knows it will realli happen in sem 2? wth...

and i tot of indian guy n stranger cos they know almost everything.
quite scared to contact them cos i scare im irritating them..
cant possibly call stranger cos i nv chat with him on the phone b4..
somemore tis time is with a prob..
n after sometime i decided to text ig..
he asked mi to call him in awhile..
ig is abit diff.. cos sometimes we do chat a little on the phone..

so when he called mi back.. i told him briefly..
quite sad though.. and i feel so f. stupid.
i told him i donno wat to do.
i tried to control but at the same time i cant control.
ok i think u donno wth am i tokin about..

ig told mi he will tok to mi tml..
but i don think so la.. too mani ppl..
and they know mi best.. they know i don tok about it if there r more then the 3 of us..
sometimes im really grateful to have them as my frenz..
ok not sometimes but always la.. haha..
cos they r like my elder bro..
advise mi and tell mi wat i should n wat i should not do.

i really appreciate it..
i am not doin typin tis jus to please u guys..
but i really meant wat i say.
morever i know u guys haven accept the invitation to access tis blog. hahaha
ok really thank you..

to really thank them for watever they did..
from coachin mi in studies til guiding mi in life.
i am thinkin of getting them xmas presents..
but i donno wat to get!! HAHA.. how idiotic am i..
but still.. i really miss study week sessions at yishun the most..

o ya!
lisan baby is back in spore!
hahaha im glad u enjoyed ur trip!
i'll try and get u ur bag from viet ok?!
hopefully la! HAHA...

posted by RaChEw @ Monday, December 15, 2008